Joined: Mar 10, 2006 Posts: 281 Location: sunderland
Posted: Tue Mar 14, 2006 1:25 pm Post subject:
well i still feel a little bit like a loop but not a total one! but before i had sa i was always a bit of a character anyway so i dont think i have ever been normal! lol! xx
Joined: May 03, 2006 Posts: 7 Location: sheffield, uk
Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 1:54 am Post subject: Re: lost my sparkle?
jojosparkles wrote:
hiya peeps
My name is Joanna, im 20 and i have just been diagnosed with social phobia but i have been suffering from it for ages!! it does me head in and its so frustrating when i remember back to a few years ago when i used to be out pubbing, clubbing and partying every week. I have noticed tho that most peeps who have sa have always been shy and that is not the case for me. I seemed to all of a sudden just lost my sparkle. Is anyone else the same as me and was once really outgoing? was just wondering as i want to kno if they are gettin bk to the way they were?
Luv and sparkles joanna xxx
hi all,
this is my first post here and just want to say my social anxiety came on just the same as urs Joanna. i was one year from leaving school, partying all the time, had loads of friends and loved being the centre of attention, infact i bet u n me would have got along if we were at a party or a club togethor lol. now i would be too nervouse to even look u in the eye. Any way over the space of a few weeks i felt i had become unable to make people laugh and felt asif people were analysing and watching my every move. I lost my sparkle!
And also what Aramoor said about canabis having summat to do with it. I was definately smoking more canabis than i had ever done before when my SA began and it was also that nasty resin stuff wich im sure they must top up with loads of other crap. Even though ive never heard of canabis being linked with SA i still think it (or something in the resin) had a role to play.
Joined: Mar 10, 2006 Posts: 281 Location: sunderland
Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 10:31 pm Post subject:
hey psyman..welcome to spw!
since i wrote that post my sparkle is comin bk! but very slowly! i have started workin again and im startin to get me life bk! im still not a social butterfly like but il get there! hoepfullu u will to matie and then we can go out and b party animals again! lol!
Joined: Sep 28, 2005 Posts: 347 Location: Manchester
Posted: Wed May 03, 2006 11:16 pm Post subject:
yeah this used to be me as well Dam this thread makes me feel depressed thinking about my old self last year I had loads of mates used to party all the time. had gfs was cocky, made people laugh and could chat up girls no problem. Where the hell did it all go wrong?? I suppose on the plus side its turned me into a nicer person. I used to look down on the shy people and never really pay any attention to them god I really regret that now im on the other side.
Looks like i lost my sparkle 2 scythscythsparkles
ill get it back one day....
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Dam this thread makes me feel depressed thinking about my old self