Joined: Jul 14, 2006 Posts: 596 Location: Australia
Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 5:01 am Post subject: I get it now
I think I get something now, that guy that I thought I was so crazy about was actually a big jerk, and I think I get it now that he was just using me, why didn't I see it before, was I so blind? Or did I just not want to face the truth, that he was a sneaky sleaze who saw that I was weak and pounced on me.
I spent months whining about how I wanted him back, even though he was a stupid little bully who only ever thought of himself all the time.
I can't believe I actually fell for that, I thought it was all my fault.
He made a big deal over how I'll never have a "healthy relationship" like him, but hello, he's never had a girlfriend for more than a week!!!
And he went on and on about how I wasn't normal, but the truth is, I'll get better one day, but sadly for him, he'll always be a sleaze and a liar, and I don't think you can recover from that.
I also have to admit, that since he's been gone, it's been the best two months of my life, with no-one to bully me and even better, I changed my phone number and deleted his number, so he can't ever contact me again!!!!
I wonder why I didn't realise earlier? He's a big stupid loser!!
Posted: Sun Mar 25, 2007 8:41 am Post subject: Re: I get it now
Emma wrote:
I changed my phone number and deleted his number, so he can't ever contact me again!!!!
Hell hath no fury worse than a woman spurned.
Sometimes it's best to let go of the things that bother you. But to keep these things in perspective, it's prudent to realize that most things that go out with a bang, actually end with a whimper. Should it apply, hang in there. =)
Posted: Mon Apr 09, 2007 5:22 am Post subject: Re: I get it now
Emma wrote:
I think I get something now, that guy that I thought I was so crazy about was actually a big jerk, and I think I get it now that he was just using me, why didn't I see it before, was I so blind? Or did I just not want to face the truth, that he was a sneaky sleaze who saw that I was weak and pounced on me.
I spent months whining about how I wanted him back, even though he was a stupid little bully who only ever thought of himself all the time.
I can't believe I actually fell for that, I thought it was all my fault.
He made a big deal over how I'll never have a "healthy relationship" like him, but hello, he's never had a girlfriend for more than a week!!!
And he went on and on about how I wasn't normal, but the truth is, I'll get better one day, but sadly for him, he'll always be a sleaze and a liar, and I don't think you can recover from that.
I also have to admit, that since he's been gone, it's been the best two months of my life, with no-one to bully me and even better, I changed my phone number and deleted his number, so he can't ever contact me again!!!!
I wonder why I didn't realise earlier? He's a big stupid loser!!
you go girl. lol. don't ever let a guy make you feel like your trapped & you need him too get by.
my anxiety actually starting happening when me & my ex broke up. we were together for almost 3 years. he always made me feel like i was the bad one. always filled me head with horrible things. ex: why do you do that. you know, people are looking at you like your stupid. you can never get any better then me, etc. i actually stopped hanging out with all my friends because i was soo stupid to believe all the lies that he told me about them.
but, my point is. he made me feel trapped, like i could never get any better then him. messed with my head really bad. & now i have to live with the SP because of it =/
soo, dont fall for assholes you sound like a very smart girl. i'm sure you can have just about any guy that you choose.
Joined: Jul 14, 2006 Posts: 596 Location: Australia
Posted: Tue Apr 10, 2007 12:20 pm Post subject:
I don't know why I'm going to annoy you all with this, but I don't know who to tell, or anyone that wants to listen, at least you can look away from this if you so wish.
He just signed into msn ( I haven't blocked him because I would like to think I am strong enought ignore the bastard now)
and he just started really bullying me badly, he told me I was screwed up, that most people have left home and got a university degree by the time they are my age (21) and that i am a lazy loser, the only thing I had left is my dignity, and I feel like he just snatched it away from me, I didn't let on to him that I was upset, or that I had tears rolling down my cheeks, I stayed calm, and gave calm answers like I didn't care, because I knew that would annoy him, and it did ( the best revenge is to live well right?)
The thing I don't understand is, why me? What did I ever to do him? and why did I deserve this? I have never in my life tried to hurt anyone, and I just feel like I'm being punished, I didn't want to cry, but I am now
I know I should block him, but I won't because it will let him think he's one, so I will just stay online and pretend he doesn't bother me, because I am so stubborn, and want to stand my ground, even though I feel like I've been punched in the stomach, at the very least, shouldn't I allow myself to win some part of this battle?
I don't know why I'm going to annoy you all with this, but I don't know who to tell, or anyone that wants to listen, at least you can look away from this if you so wish.
He just signed into msn ( I haven't blocked him because I would like to think I am strong enought ignore the bastard now)
and he just started really bullying me badly, he told me I was screwed up, that most people have left home and got a university degree by the time they are my age (21) and that i am a lazy loser, the only thing I had left is my dignity, and I feel like he just snatched it away from me, I didn't let on to him that I was upset, or that I had tears rolling down my cheeks, I stayed calm, and gave calm answers like I didn't care, because I knew that would annoy him, and it did ( the best revenge is to live well right?)
The thing I don't understand is, why me? What did I ever to do him? and why did I deserve this? I have never in my life tried to hurt anyone, and I just feel like I'm being punished, I didn't want to cry, but I am now
I know I should block him, but I won't because it will let him think he's one, so I will just stay online and pretend he doesn't bother me, because I am so stubborn, and want to stand my ground, even though I feel like I've been punched in the stomach, at the very least, shouldn't I allow myself to win some part of this battle?
Sorry for wasting your time
Hey Emma, firstly, you are not wasting our time..or annoying us ..and i think this guy is a coward to send hurtful messages on msn to you. I would consider blocking him though, cause really that could be considered a sign of strength, that you're not gonna put up with his crap anymore, on any level
You cannot post new topics in this forum You cannot reply to topics in this forum You cannot edit your posts in this forum You cannot delete your posts in this forum You cannot vote in polls in this forum
89 guests
25 members
Forum FAQ
Search
Profile
Private messages
Log in
and even better, I changed my phone number and deleted his number, so he can't ever contact me again!!!!
