Is suicide a way out, if they don't love you

JamesE · Newbie User Joined: Feb 23, 2008 Posts: 7

i love her
i cry about her every night
she doesnt love me
everytime i see her face i become depressed
i've dropped to 70 pounds
i haven't eaten more than twice a day in over 4 months
i throw up every night
im not myself
i've become a worthless, depressed piece of shit
and cutting my wrists, electricuting myself, or burning myself, doesn't give me the satisfaction it used to.
I tried ODing, but after i took 4 cordicidin pills, i thought of her, and how it was possible to get her back. I was in denial. I now know i will never get her back, and im failing school, and my mom found out i cut a vein.
i went to the doctor, no therapists help, no meds help.
is suicide a way out, i joined this becuse i WANT to be convinced otherwise.
please help me, and dont give me any god bullshit, religion is for the retarded.

dottie · Intermediate User Joined: Sep 06, 2007 Posts: 277

yeah, religion is retarded. so is suicide.

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spawn · Newbie User Joined: Jul 12, 2007 Posts: 59

my life was so bad during hugh school i drank everyday smoked weed tried other drugs and wanted to end it. but then there was this one person who loved me the way i was, nerdy, uneasy quiet, sh, anxious whatever. and that turned me around to change and then i started getting help and tring to change my life for the better. it just showed me maybe theres something worth living for. SA is a battle still, but i just have hope and even somedays i still think i would be easier to end it but not as much. thats how life is, when your down you never think your gonna be up and when your up you think your never coming down again. but its not true, if not one thing another bad thing might happen but that doesnt mean u should give up. i can understand ur mind state, what i saying probably means shit cause when i was like u anything anyone said was shit to me. and you want an answer to a question that no one has answers to.life whats the point of life? what was i born? no one knows, i do know one thing all you can do is make the best of your life, get help man. its hard work and not a miricale. hope u feel better soon

Foxglove · Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 6:38 am Post subject:

How old are you? If you were my son, I would tell you that no girl in the world is worth killing yourself over. I know it doesn't seem so now, but there are other girls out there who would give you the love and respect you deserve. Please don't make a terrible mistake and hurt yourself. Don't you have anyone you can talk to -- your parents, a counselor, a teacher...?

shon

dottie · Intermediate User Joined: Sep 06, 2007 Posts: 277

Doomed2Die · Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 11:29 am Post subject:

Lol!

Anyway... I agree with what Foxglove said. But also suicide is not the way out, it never is. Any pro-suicide thoughts you have simply reject them and they will go. Just don't do it, ever, no matter how down and suicidal you feel never go through with an attempt, it is not the solution for anyone.

I like truth, it was the sole reason I lived at one point, it's funny how the entire world theorises and bickers eternally over questions and yet the answers are simply a few pages away, answers that the majority reject or are disinclined to read *hint*.

[Edit: From your other post I can see your really young (13), and obviously with age comes wisdom to some extent. Force yourself to forget or shun suicidal thoughts, even try to hate it, if that works for you. The ultimate conclusion to confusion is suicide, and suicide is not the answer to anything.

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Sacrament · Advanced User Joined: Aug 15, 2006 Posts: 422

Kien · Posted: Sat Feb 23, 2008 4:03 pm Post subject:

Ja falling in love it stupid. I would be better if humans couldn't have any such feelings. Smile

Btw I'm more or less obessed with a girl since 10 years, but it's not like I thionk aobut her all the time. It's just that every time I see her in life or photo I feel something. But I realize that obesssion isn't real love. It's just false.