Beaten social phobia! now I'm blank, thoughtful and creative

treeline · Newbie User Joined: Apr 12, 2008 Posts: 4

hey everyone, this is my first post under this name. I was of_darkness before...that was taken from 'of_darkness_and_light, summing up me but it was of_darkness because of text limits..... and I posted lots about my own problems and how I'm just as fucked as the rest of you miserable idiots or whatever..

I'm back though. You guys are as miserable as ever. I suppose I'm back to talk about how important it is to find something you're good at where you're better than others and can be respected for.

But yeah, I've beaten this shit life. Its gone, I still get a little paranoid but I'm so unaffected by staring and other people. its gone. I can be blank, and let it pass through then talk normally after.

But thats the thing. I've really dislocated myself from the universe. I'm always daydreaming, writing more and more music in my head and at home, its all I do.
this is me by the way: (I find things I like doing and stick to them..music and art come above humans.....)
http://www.myspace.com/jamesbeadnallmusic

so I do that. and dream. and ignore people, I'm utterly careless about everyday life. Its lovely!!

But thats it for me. Be warned, its not too good do do that.... I'm as screwed up as ever but I'm just really happy instead of depressed... it still happens but I get over it....

I'm back to give help!!!

IcarusUnderWater2 · Intermediate User Joined: Mar 15, 2008 Posts: 199

Break it down for me!! I need to be sp00n fed Cool

Bonus44 · Newbie User Joined: Apr 26, 2008 Posts: 6

Hello there I'm an ex-musician, had a few contracts in the past. console games an TV work.. a career ultimately destroyed by health issues....

Listened to some of your solo material there as Treeline - great stuff.. I mean really good.. inspiring. You got some natural talent there.. build on it.

steel_sparks · Newbie User Joined: Mar 25, 2007 Posts: 32 Location: Wales

hey treeline, I have also found music and singing to be a great help with my social phobia, although I sing more on a karaoke level. I know a few people in the local music scene and it's something i'd like to get into more, do ou have any tips?