Bad illegal drugs and their impurities

bowel_of_chiley · Newbie User Joined: Jun 23, 2007 Posts: 8

I recently took ecstasy for the 2nd time, the first time i did it i snorted pure mdma, and my comedown wasn't half as bad, which makes me realise what impurities were included in these 'pills' i.e. ketamin, mcpp, mda, amphetamine etc. I did somewhere in the region of three to five pills, some of which I snorted and I was, to be blunt, buzzing my tits off - I had a great time and didn't want it to end.

Inevitably, it had to end, and on my comedown I went through sheer hell for nearly 5 days; panicking, depressed and also weary of other people and their motives. For a while I was worried that I'd fucked my serotonin up for life, but in conversation with a friend I was reassured that this was simply worrying to much. I finally feel human again and I urge all sufferers of anxiety to avoid 'uppers' such as ecstasy, speed and coke at all costs (all of which I've taken on occassions from teenage years to now; I'm 25).

Please share similar experiences

Infected_Malignity · Advanced User Joined: Oct 17, 2007 Posts: 337

Shit, caffeine fucks me up!! There's no way in hell I'm going for a chemical upgrade anytime soon. Although it sounds like a shit ton of fun...

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bowel_of_chiley · Newbie User Joined: Jun 23, 2007 Posts: 8

A shit ton of fun it certainly was. Euphoric and high as a kite for five hours; excited, tactile, talkative, horny, energetic, but dysphoric for days coming down. I finally feel human again and I don't intend to repeat the experience, it's too dirty and artificial.

I enjoy my thoughts, which are at times surreal, continuously aiding my writing. I appreciate genuine positivity and philosophy, no-one needs foolish chemical cocktails for these simple things.

de · Posted: Tue May 13, 2008 7:19 pm Post subject:

yeah i was mad into that stuff when i was younger there really is nothing like the 2 extremes you get from pills
what always amazed me was how something so small can have such a big effect

Chimpandick · Newbie User Joined: May 26, 2008 Posts: 4

Must have been great, I remember once when this guy even managed to kill himself when taking a hude amount of that stuff. Pills are sometimes good if you want to be sick for a long time too, which is believe it or not a blessing in disguise, because it means there is a higher chance of actually losing your life, and that simply cannot be a bad thing. My friend once took a huge handful of pills but didn't successfully kill himself. I think I'll go take some now actually, all this talk about pills makes you want to go take some. Do you think pills are cool? I mean for another purpose other than killing oneself and inducing altered states of mind, when I ask that question.

mesc000 · Newbie User Joined: Apr 05, 2008 Posts: 24

never tried ecstasy, but I did trip out on magic mushrooms and that was NOT a pleasant experience. I could think about dozens of things at the same time, random lines of thought that just went on and on, but it all just seem to reinforce all the negative thoughts I had about myself and the world.

Though it was interesting how deep you could get into an idea and how metaphysical everything seemed, too many of my thoughts ended with the rational that suicide was the only way out.. Very scary and it took me a few hours to come down and those few hours were total agony.