My story! HH and a different focus

Dona · Newbie User Joined: Jun 23, 2008 Posts: 1

Ok, I don't care what you'd think about me when you finish reading this... but I think I got bullied as a little girl at school... Until a point when the bullies and I realized this weird thing about me that I enjoyed the bullying.

Now here is this 19 year old sitting and writing this piece of thing to you guys out there, and she is so fucked up into the life of bdsm (bondage kink) that her whole focus has shifted from hyperhidrosis to something that made more sense to her. I really wonder if there's anyone else out there....??

I have severe palmar and plantar hyperhidrosis... I used to get beaten up as a kid made to crawl and lick boots and do such gross stuff ... O and My dad used to spank me for pleasure when i was a kid as my mom watched... now that I am in my late teens I fantasize about being whipped and made to do stuff i don't like...

I haven't done anything about my HH yet.. Like a Dom once told me..."why should you??"

dona