after sex

Silverman · Newbie User Joined: Aug 10, 2008 Posts: 14

well, this is bugging me for years, i had one girlfriend that i didn't like at all, and i was ashamed about her, never introduced her but i was needed for companionship and she cared about me and i appreciated that. we had sex too, and i wasn't a virgin but the other 2 times were with pros. so i think this was keeping me to stay for her for 3 long months, the sex. the thing is when we finished having sex, i didn't have the feeling of "get in get out" (the same with the 2 pros, especially the first)
but after that when i made sex with other girls i kinda had that feeling and i never experimented that before , some close friends. and was horrible. but one night stand was like omg what have i done, that gross feeling after the horny stage. but this is bugging me enormously, because why didn't i felt that way about her and such, if i didnt like her, etc. well, this sums it up a little. hope someone replies, thanks