Want to tell him so bad, maybe I'll just write about it

mystiah · Newbie User Joined: Feb 09, 2008 Posts: 10

I want him to miss what we had.
I want him to know how much I'm hurting.

Maybe I'll just write about it.

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I might not know the gear you have equipped
Or what debuffs you get from engineering
And I’ll probably be looking at a cool statue the next time you get a new piece of loot

And even though you sometimes make me feel stupid
You make me feel exasperating, unwanted, and meddlesome
And even though you’re the only one who makes me cry

I won’t forget your birthday
I won’t forget what time you’re getting off work
I won’t forget the names of your dogs
Or that you had a thing for otters when you were a lil kid

Because I still remember how you used to make me feel

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Remember my green book?
I would write all the delightful things you used to say in it
I’d read it and I wouldn’t feel so upset and alone
It always made me feel happy and warm inside

I haven’t written any delightful things in my green book lately
But I have written in it the things you say
Now when I’m feeling upset and alone
I read what I’ve been writing
Now I’m using my green book
To help me get over you
So I don’t feel upset and alone anymore

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There is no harder feeling to live with than the awareness of an unattainable presence residing in your heart, as if it had the right