Joined: Jun 28, 2005 Posts: 19 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2005 10:15 pm Post subject: So depressed!
Im feeling really down today,im depressed almost everyday but tonight i just feel lower then low
Im sick of this stupid Social phobia,its taking over my life!Im terrified of everything and everybody!
Im always making a fool out of myself and obsessive thoughts are taking over my mind space. I wish something could go right for me for a change but i always do things wrong and im sure people think im stupid or slow
The anxiety is also slowly eating me alive!I get so anxious i stutter,mind goes blank,and in the end look completely idiotic!
Im pretty sure in the end im gonna get agoraphobia,i dread coming out of house everyday!
I would have killed myself a long time ago but im too much of a coward to even do that!
you are not an idiot you are trying to survive this crap sp. alot of my friends have no idea how hard it is to live with it. but everyone in here understands what your going through. its comforting to know that were all in the same boat.
Joined: Apr 23, 2005 Posts: 982 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2005 10:30 pm Post subject:
SuicidalChick
I really wish i could say somthing to make things seem better for you.all i can say is i really do know how you are feeling and i know how soul deystroying it is.
But we have to keep our heads up and struggle on and hope there will be better days ahead.As for being a coward for not killing yourself... I think your not giving yourself enough credit, i think your brave for struggling on against this.Also i hope that you can take comfort in the fact that no one on here thinks your stupid or slow.
Hope things do get easier for you mate, and keep your chin up.
Best wishes
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