i get it now

riverbelow · Posted: Sat Jun 10, 2006 7:39 am Post subject: i get it now

i've never realized why some people with depression say that they dont even feel like they are living anymore, and now i get it. it feels like your heart has quit beating, your brain has froze, and you just feel so emotionally dead that you cant even believe that you are still alive. i feel like i have been holding my breath forever and i just need something to help me release it. its like a dream where you are trapped under water and there is no one to help you.

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Warlock · Intermediate User Joined: Jun 15, 2006 Posts: 104

Thats a good description of it. You feel dead, and you can't take pleasure in anything anymore.

Septor · Elite User Joined: Dec 15, 2005 Posts: 1033

So true

nedkelly · Posted: Thu Jun 15, 2006 7:01 am Post subject:

you couldn't have said it better riverbelow...unfortunately that's how it feels

LemonKiss · Newbie User Joined: Oct 14, 2005 Posts: 76

jamez · Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 1:34 pm Post subject:

It's a shit feeling aye

Chilling__Echo · Posted: Thu Jul 27, 2006 4:30 pm Post subject:

depression is my worst nightmare. it is nothing but that. no hope. no light, no energy, just nothing. and in the future, nothing.

you can't wait to go to sleep for the unconciousness. when you wake up you think "oh god, this again?" and you wish you could sleep for the rest of your life until you die.

but it does pass... it takes a while, but despite how it's making you feel, there IS an end to it.

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Don1985 · Posted: Fri Jul 28, 2006 1:35 pm Post subject:

Just reading that, "there IS an end to it" Makes be feel a little bit better. Because i'm sure as all of you know it's hard to imagine a life without depression? is for me anyway... hope we all find the end soon Wink

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