Improved bunches but stilllll

workingonit · Newbie User Joined: Apr 26, 2006 Posts: 20

Since i had my first panic attack in december and spiraled down it has been a longgggggg fiasco. I could barely leave the house I was so scared about what was happening to me. I'm taking paxil now and i feel alot better. I missed so much school that i had to do labs for my science class over summer, but i finished them all. I am hoping that this school year will be good.....the problem is though...I keep on thinking about what if all the kids in school find out i have this problem. Whats wierd is i always viewed myself as a normal teenager and then all the sudden this thing happened and i was like woah where did that come from. I have alot of really nice friends and i am a talkative person. I haaaaaaaaaaad to tell my rly close friends because they kept on asking me to go do stuff with them, and they thought i was ignoring them. I just don't want evryone wondering in classes whats wrong with me, and why i always get to leave during class sometimes. Everyone else in class thinks im perfectly normal, because i talk to evryone but it feels like im putting on an act. So it puts sooooooooo much pressure on me and makes me even more anxious in the classroom. I just wanna be normal and sit in the flipping chair and do school work!!!!

workingonit · Newbie User Joined: Apr 26, 2006 Posts: 20

Helllllllllllllllllloooooooooooooo....need some adviceeeeeeee. If your gonna read it then reply!!!! Any teenagers that can relate and know how to fix this before school or anyone??!!!!