So Hollyann messaged me a few times and I knew I was going to ask her today. I was trying to think of a way to ask it but I just came out and asked Why aren't we dating yet? and she said Honestly...I don't know. Then I said We should be and she said I agree. Then I couldn't think of what to say next so I just said good and she said What do you mean by good? I said Its good we should date before we get married on saturday and she sent a message back saying Ya that makes sense. Sooo are we dating? Or am I too much for you. I said yes...and we'll just have to find that out. Then she said this is wonderful
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Thank you guys. I have a girlfriend now...What can I say....Oh I know...FUCKING YES!!!
We hung out in her room today. No Morgan. We're going to hang out tomorrow too. Morgan is in love with her and is worried I'm going to come between them. She likes dead bodies and serial killers and stuff. Wants to be one of those court room...I know the word I just don't want to have to spell it. The person that types everything thats said. She got mad when I said that was fine and that I wasn't jumping for joy about it. I said fine fine whatever you want and she didn't like that and busted my chops about it. She also wants to be a crime scene investagater (spelled it wrong probably) I told her that was fine as long as she washed before she came home and didn't leave pictures of dead people around. She also said I she would change the paint color of our house all the time (she keeps painting her room different colors) and wants a boy named Damien and a girl named Rainy. If I had a girl I told her I wanted to name her Star but she thought it was bad and then told me how stars are just balls of gas.....whatever you're just a pile of flesh. I asked her what she would do with a million dollars and she couldn't think of an answer. I asked her if she killed somebody how she would get rid of the body. She said acid but that seems so obvious. I think it would be better to have dogs eat the flesh and then smash the bones in to powder.
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No I have no morbid interest and dead people gross me out but still...everyone has thought of a way to get rid of a body Alright a little morbid interest
We hung out today. I thought we were just going to hang out at her house. But it was such a nice day today she decided we were going to seattle and walk along the water. So of course Morgan came because he had the car. We tried to find a 4th person to come but nobody could. We never did find where they were looking for. So we went to a mall instead. Walked around looked at stuff. Not a lot to say really. I barely said anything in fact...I'm more nervous when Morgan is there. When Hollyann said something that made Morgan upset he left for a few minutes while she ate a pretzel. We talked about some sexual stuff concerning her butt that I don't think I should put here...She thought it would freak me out and it would change the way I thought of her. No I've done a lot of weird stuff too nothing freaks me out really. I learned while I say less around Morgan when he's around me Hollyann says he talks more because he feels like her has to prove himself or something. Soooo when we got home I...hugged her. I was thinking about how freaking funny it is that she is my girlfriend and I'm nervous about hugging her. Just a hug makes me nervous...give me a break already. She better get ready because I love hugs
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Joined: Feb 18, 2007 Posts: 58 Location: England, Warks
Posted: Fri Mar 30, 2007 10:49 pm Post subject:
What on earth did she tell you?!
Don't worry I won't pry.
That's great about the hug. I had to sit next to a guy last night at a party whilst we ate at a restuarant, and I was such an idiot, I couldn't meet his eyes, talk to him, and I was generally uncomfortable. It was a huge group of us too, so I felt so...shy.
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Posted: Sat Mar 31, 2007 2:44 am Post subject:
Good for you, Thelema. I've been reading this thread over the last couple weeks, and I'm glad things have worked out and you've got this new girl in your life.
I'm going to start with what Hollyann told me happened after I hugged her on thursday. He didn't take her straight home but drove to a lake near her house and locked the doors. He told her how he was in love with her and that he wanted her all to himself even if he couldn't have her as a girlfriend....I guess they had a big fight or whatever but now it seems he's accepted what is and might be getting with Brittany (more on Brittany later)
We got to see Blades Of Glory. Let me tell you this movie is freaking GREAT we laughed the whole time and it was just funny as hell. Tyson never called back so we didn't got with him and his girlfriend. She only makes like $300 a month and I didn't want her to pay even if she insisted on it. I got in front of her and payed for both of us. She told me I didn't have to do that and I told her I was rich you know. I have on my myspace that I'm rich but I'm just broke at the moment. There were tons of people there to see the movie. I asked her where she wanted to sit and she couldn't think of where. then she said middle of second row but my brain wasn't working So I just lead the way tgeup middle of somewhere and the middle of that we sat We talked a little since we got there a little early about stuff I can't really remember. She mentioned dancing and I told her I couldn't dance. She said she was going to take swing dancing lessons with Morgan but would like to learn with my instead. The movie was great and the guy that plays the blonde next to Will Ferrel is just like me and Hollyann mentioned that yesterday. We were talking about some sexual story about 2 of her friends as the movie ended that I probably shouldn't talk about here but it was funny as hell after I said it was the gayest movie I've ever seen. It really is a gay movie...even tho nobody is gay in it. As we were leaving she said she thought I was gay since I liked the movie so much after saying how gay it was. My mom was waiting so we had to go kinda quickly. On the way home my mom brought up how I don't have a job or id and all kinds of crap making me look like an idiot...Hollyann gave me some gum to try she thought was really bad but it was alright. There was more said but its half forgotten and half boring normal stuff.
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So an update. Me and Hollyann are in love and we're happily married I got up the guts to kiss her. The first time we were hugging as her and morgan dropped me off and I just kissed her cheek. The second time I hugged her and just decided to kiss her on the lips. Me and Morgan had been making fun of her that she's too nervous to kiss me earlier that night so when they dropped me off I just asked for one kiss and she kissed me on the cheek.
But that is it and it was confusing me because it seemed like the one time she kissed me I had to ask for it and maybe she didn't want to or something. So I texted her and got it all straightened out. She does want me to kiss her and does want to show how much she loves her boyfriend but she's just too nervous. Supposedly I'm the only person thats ever made her this way and she's usually a take charge kinda girl. You see I've only kissed one other girl and she was the one that kissed me. She has so much more experience. I've never made out or anything...
I go over to her house now just me and her and talk. Usually it turns to talking about sex and stuff and we're both comfortable with that. Thats something that was confusing me too. She'll say things like if she forced herself on me she didn't think I would stop her and all kinds of sexual stuff that I don't want to talk about here with kids reading this. If she can talk about having sex with me but won't kiss me its just really confusing.
Morgan and Brittany are dating now
We hang out almost every day but this week she has to study for something and we can't hang out. She said it was going to drive her crazy for me
Something thats been really annoying...and I don't even like saying it here...I keep getting freakin erections. Its so annoying. Its like when ever I'm around her it just won't shut up. I've never had this problem before. If she even leans on me it has to jump up and say hi...I'm always worried she's going to notice it and wonder what the hell I'm thinking about. She's named my penis Thurman by the way I named her vagina Ethil and she hates it She wants something cuter. I've noticed when ever we talk about love it gets the worst...talking about sex doesn't help either but saying love really gets it going...
Something else that confused me was when she said she was worried she would do something and she would scare me off or ruin things. Then later on she said that as far as anything sexual went that I should give her a heads up first. What does that mean? Does that mean she's fine with us having sex? I don't want to be pushy and to tell you the truth I wouldn't be comfortable having sex right now.
Both her mom and dad like me so thats good.
I think the next time I see her I'm going to do something I've always wanted to do. You know that famous picture of the sailor after ww2 kissing the girl? I wanna do that to her. I'll ask her if I can do something I've always wanted to do before and if she says yes then I'll do it.
We talk about our house and stuff. Its going to be a castle...with a mote
So I know I've just jumbled a bunch of stuff together and probably have made no sense. Everything is going great and getting better all the time.
My sailboat is getting closer to being ready. The romantic thing I was thinking of was a row/sail and then lunch on the water.
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and she said What do you mean by good? I said Its good we should date before we get married on saturday 
