Posted: Tue Feb 13, 2007 6:02 pm Post subject: Re: HOLY ADGLKNDGASLNDSG;LNFASKMB DGAJBDGJN
Thelema wrote:
Hollyann just asked me if I wanted to go to the movies with her on valentines day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T EVEN TALK TO HER IN PERSON HOW AM I GONNA GO TO THE MOVIES WITH HER???? OF COURSE I WANT TO GO BUT I'M SCARED OUT OF MY MIND JUST THINKING ABOUT IT!!!!I'M LITERALLY SHAKING IN FEAR RIGHT NOW AS I TYPE THIS!!!!!! SHE'S WAITING FOR AN ANSWER....WHAT AM I GONNA SAY? IF I SAY YES THEN I HAVE TO GO AND IF I SAY NO THEN SHE WILL HATE ME EVEN THO I REALLY DO WANT TO GO....WHAT AM I GONNA DO??????????????
awww Thelema..that's awesome!! you have to fucking go!! ..hopefully, if you're anything like me in this..you will freak out and worry and stress leading up to it, but you'll be fine once you're there ..and i think the movies is a great place..cause once you're sitting and watching, the hardest part is over..and you can relax and watch the movie..i think no matter how hard it is for you to go..it would bother you big-time to cancel..and regret how things would have turned out...good luck Thelema..and have fun, you deserve it
Thanks so much guys ...I'm sure like a lot of people she has never heard of SA and just thinks I'm shy. I'll post how it all goes.
That is true Maggie...I'll feel better once we're there. We never really regret things we do...Even that time(alright several times!) I broke something while sailing and was almost stranded...they're all just funny memories now.
Not to put down older people but...I'm freaking 18...this is the time in life not to worry and to just have fun before I get old and have to start worrying about things. Being young isn't the time to worry.
Just pretend she's my best friend...keep thinking..calm and confident...screw the past and don't forget that its all for fun!
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Well her mom and her will be picking me up. It was a good stroke of luck that she rode on the same bus as my brother a while ago and knows the street I live on. Now that we have it planned out I feel better. Now just to tell my mom I'm going to wait until tomorrow when she usually wakes me up and ask her if I can go to the movies with Hollyann. I can imagine she will be very surprised.
Maggie you are right...I deserve this
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Well right now I'm wresting with myself trying to tell my mom about my plans for tonight...I can't bring myself to do it...I know she'll just give me shit like she always does and make me feel nervous for just trying to have a good time for a change...She'll talk to me like I'm a 4 year old and can never just let things go...I hear shit from weeks ago every day..she'll tell me somehing that makes me nervous and then tell me it over and over and over again and then tell everyone she knows about me and make me sound stupid
She found some old pictures of me and I refused to look a them...She kept looking at them and saying "you still have that stupid smile" over and over and then put the pictures on my dresser so I would have to look at them...
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 6:29 pm Post subject:
It seems like parents have a special way of putting you down when I guess they're just trying to help, although most of the time I don't see how it's supposed to be helping.
But don't let this get you down. You should go out and have fun and prove to yourself as well as her that you can do what you set your mind to.
this is so great! im so proud of u. i hope u have a good time ive always found i like guys like u alot more than the pretty boy big headed jocks, quiet guys r sensive and thoughtful and nice and really care about u and arent just trying 2 getin ur pants lol good luck agian, glad u said yes. tell us how it goes
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Thanks Nimrodel. My mind is totally set on having a good time. Plus lets not forget it might be a really good movie
Well I just told her...thought I might as well end the pain right there than to suffer any longer with it...at first she didn't remember who Hollyann was and then she was like "Oh I like Hollyann""Sure you can" I can tell she was totally surprised and she walked really fast out of my room. I'm not feeling good but I'm feeling better. She said I had to pay for her. I didn't even think about that...I guess I will but thats even more to be worried about. I want to just take a hot long bath right now...its really the only time I can be totally by myself and relax without being bothered. We're leaving now to go get food and stuff and I just hope she doesn't wanna talk about it...I know she will.
My weight set is supposed to come today...between 1 and 5 the shipping company said...I was thinking I could do some exercise and get rid of some of this energy but I don't want to over do it and be tired the whole time. I feel more mellow after a 45 minute bike ride and now I feel all hyper
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this is so great! im so proud of u. i hope u have a good time ive always found i like guys like u alot more than the pretty boy big headed jocks, quiet guys r sensive and thoughtful and nice and really care about u and arent just trying 2 getin ur pants lol good luck agian, glad u said yes. tell us how it goes
Thank you for the kind words. I'll tell you all every detail of how it goes
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Posted: Wed Feb 14, 2007 8:54 pm Post subject:
Thelema wrote:
DYiNG-iNSiDE wrote:
this is so great! im so proud of u. i hope u have a good time ive always found i like guys like u alot more than the pretty boy big headed jocks, quiet guys r sensive and thoughtful and nice and really care about u and arent just trying 2 getin ur pants lol good luck agian, glad u said yes. tell us how it goes
Thank you for the kind words. I'll tell you all every detail of how it goes
please do !! i'm really rooting for you !
have a great time !
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..and i think the movies is a great place..cause once you're sitting and watching, the hardest part is over..and you can relax and watch the movie..i think no matter how hard it is for you to go..it would bother you big-time to cancel..and regret how things would have turned out...good luck Thelema..and have fun, you deserve it 
I'm going to wait until tomorrow when she usually wakes me up and ask her if I can go to the movies with Hollyann. I can imagine she will be very surprised.
