Crazy things youve done because of OCD.

ReVeR · Newbie User Joined: Jun 01, 2008 Posts: 13

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i imagine myself having ran and jumped over that street post, almost like mario would do in a video game. it's like an invisible version of me is running parallel with the car and jumping over posts. i am crazy.

Shocked

ay i do that all the time, every time i get in a car i imagine
my self riding a skateboard next to the car going where ever the car goes
and i see my self busting tricks grinding over benches and kickflippin over midgets n shit.
its been going on since i first played Tony Hawks Proskater
(almost 10 yrs ago lol)
now I'm beginning to think i have ocd

Chrispy · Newbie User Joined: Aug 03, 2008 Posts: 2

I'm glad I'm not the only one that has some freaking crazy probs.

The three main things I get is thinking of or saying things I don't really mean. I just have to say them to let them out (I don't say them out loud, but just mentally).

The most biggest thing is mental and physical urges. I may think of something, and after I've thought of it, I'd think of a black box and all this other crap... I also get those little urges like adjusting my shoulders or clenching my guts or flapping my hands.

The craziest time was probably when I was like 11-12, and I was playing a game on the computer, and I had to do all these damn urges in the game. I wanted to do all this certain stuff in there logically, and if I didn't click something or whatever, I'd get the urge to start again. It went on for hours. I was honestly sweating my ass off. And even one time I wanted to play the game all over again, just so I could do these things logically.

I also had that turning negative energy thing too. If I turned I just had to turn around back the other way. Then I at one stage thought about all those other times I turned when I was young, and then I just randomly turned around heaps till I felt comfortable with things.

It's not just those urges too - there's 100 more I could list. Let's see, talking to myself, like asking myself the time or telling myself my favourite TV show is on...

And the third main thing is making a fuss over really small things, or thinking you have to improve what you already done (perfectionism of course).

It's just these things are real weird eh. Nobody will understand what the !@#$ I'm talking about if I told someone this. Only people who have the same probs as me understand exactly.

I'm about 14 right now, and will be seeking help in future, of course, hehe.

And like said, I'm glad I'm not the only one suffering these "things".

Lucy2008 · Newbie User Joined: Aug 13, 2008 Posts: 4

Yep, I had that too! It's a feeling that something just isn't right and you feel or "see" this premonition of something happening and you're not quite sure. You try to ignore it but it won't go away and it gets worse and you feel it aching in your head...it's like a pain..