Where to go from here?

aj · Posted: Mon Jun 02, 2008 9:00 pm Post subject:

What I posted there ^ was on a Saturday, when we finish at 1pm, so I was asking about the afternoon.

Today I had another go. I was sitting there for two hours sat right by them thinking about it. When it was time to go for lunch I eventually managed to say it, directly unlike last time, "would you like to do something at the weekend?" with other things lined up to answer them saying, "huh, like what!?"

Well okay, looking back on it now maybe it was a bit too random and full on to ask but there you go. Though maybe it wasn't so bad because I'd asked before, it wasn't completely out of the blue.

They didn't really hear properly and after a few seconds of me not answering just presumed that I'd asked what they'd done over the last weekend, I immediately crapped out and didn't correct them. I quickly killed that conversation when they asked what I'd done, because I hadn't done anything as usual and was still recovering from asking in the first place. I did carry it on for a moment later in the day to show that I had listened to what they said.

It was hard enough to do anyway, but being so psyched up and having them them hearing me wrong, I was ready to die. Nobody but you guys would understand how much energy that took...

So after all that they're busy shopping this weekend and I'm a bit lost for where to go. What do normal people do when they want to do something with someone but they're always doing something else? Forget it for a couple of weeks and try again? Give up because getting to know one more person isn't worth it? I don't want to give up! (They are genuinely busy, and I don't think I'm pestering them, that's exactly what I'm trying not to do Wink

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Damn, that was long, again.