Posted: Fri Jul 18, 2008 7:29 am Post subject: Re: Artists
sleepysparrow wrote:
I love to sketch and draw but it seems as if my self-confidence has gotten in the way of any opportunity I could have had in art. Sadly, I give up too easily. The same thing happens when I play guitar, although I know i'm getting better, I lose interest because I can't see myself getting anywhere with it. I like to write songs and sing when i'm alone, and when I paint and draw it's hard for me to show my work. I wish I could get over this fear. This is just one of the many things about my anxiety that make life really difficult. Do any of you feel the same? I'd like to hear from anyone who feels the way I do. It's really comforting to know that i'm not alone in this...
Hey sleepy, I'm a guitar player (and teacher) and I totally relate on this one. I write and record songs and I know I am good at that one thing... songwriting. But I am currently studying for some exam doing all sorts of boring shit (scales, arpeggios) and stuff I don't really want to do, just so I can get a dumb grade and it's this big monstrous THING to achieve with all the pressure that goes with it, and like you I feel like I'm going nowhere. Well I guess more accurately, I can tell I am getting better, but I can also see how much farther I have to go which just makes me want to quit altogether ya know?
If you want any advice on improving your playing or whatever, just let me know. And remember, just learn what you like. Learn to play songs you like. You'll get better just doing that!
I think my biggest obstacle to my artishness is dividing my time. When I'm playing guitar, I feel like I should be writing, when I'm writing I feel like I should be making movies, etc. etc... Never satisfied... it's weird
This is true of my experience. Hope this doesn't sound like an insincere thing to say, but I imagine you've all got more ability than alot of people who think they are great. It's unfair that you are held back.
I think my greatest regret was giving up a fine art degree. In retrospect, I was basically nervous about revealing anything about myself, or having something of my own displayed and scruntinised. I remember being so scared about an impending exhibition. I was always pretty 'safe' with my own artwork - scared to take risks, depsite admiring the work of people who did.
The worst thing was, I met a few great people who became friends there (was only there a month). We were sort of compatible with our tastes and things and appreciated each other - only I felt totally stunted, as I'd avoided people for so long believing most people to be gits (they were ) - and my self-belief was zero. I didn't even imagine they'd wana keep in touch I was so unassuming.
If only I'd met the people in my life in a difference order. I might have a different story painted on me.
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I absolutely relate to this, I'm very interested in art, I read about it all the time. I've been sporatically teaching myself to draw for months now, I love making pictures. At the same time i deal with terrible depression, most days I'm too depressed to even get out of bed and do anything, much less create art. In these moments I feel worthless and worry that the pictures would be poorly made, so I don't even try, I bearly even feel the excitement during these times. This is very troubling for me because I love art and want to be a better artist but sa and depression cause major problems for my growth.
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