Joined: Oct 13, 2007 Posts: 362 Location: U.S. OF A
Posted: Tue Mar 18, 2008 10:41 pm Post subject:
Im in my dark place!!! lol. I feel HORRIBLE! I am not a happy camper. FOr one I over effing slept today and so ive wasted hours and hours! I have a small headache again! ANd its effing hot outside!
Im sure ill feel better tomorrow...hopefully
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Joined: Feb 27, 2008 Posts: 244 Location: Western Australia
Posted: Wed Mar 19, 2008 2:27 pm Post subject:
Today, fairly dull. Nothing bad happened (other than the usual work judgments and criticisms), but nothing particularly good happened either.
However, I did have a moment of immense anxiety today. I'm still thinking about it, but I have moved on. I normally have an urge to escape, but I became anxious, slightly nauseated, stiff movements etc.
I am very annoyed...
And depressed...
...*sigh* Well... Not much use posting this message; How I feel is not at all interesting. *Goes back to lurking*
I'm feeling very rested for this hour. I should have been asleep for 6 hours now and I'm not cause I'm trying this stupid meds from plant as a sleep pill and I just took a day off from seroquel..but anyway I feel goooood.
Annoyed, just thinking about stuff that SP has taken away, like the fact that theres minimum chance ill ever get a girlfriend . . something i really want, only get to live once and will never get to experience it
I got some new strenght to do some progress in this years. But you don't see any results, you do not have any basis to know if you are doing fine or not. You are completely in the dark with nothing to guide you.
I started to go to the gym and I expect to make it an habit, something that doesn't look so hard after some time. Its a good place in there, at least you are not alone in your home. I am taking care or at least trying to take care of my hair what has always been a problem to me at least.
The bad thing is that I don't have much discipline so after some time I started to relax and forget about these things. I am having trouble sticking to the plan of action I created.
Im so pissed off with this.. All i do is run my life with worrys, i feel most people are out to get me... like most people know me and in some way, i must of upset them some how, or maybe upset someone they know, so now they hate me... and want to hurt me...
Im scared of fighting and scared of fighting back...
Its controls everything in my life.... excuse after excuse to get out of going doing anything....I worry about things that happened years ago and am starting to get a little stressed with it.....
sorry about my first post,but it feels good to get it off my chest!!!!
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