Joined: Oct 08, 2004 Posts: 283 Location: Australia
Posted: Sun Aug 28, 2005 12:25 pm Post subject:
I believe I have the tendency, and my mother definitely has the tendency to hoard. I have the desire for order, but no strength to carry through with anything. That's why I find work fulfilling in some respects - because I can get tasks completed. What makes me depressed a lot of the time is that I look around me and see incompleteness.
The trivial obsessions for me mostly involve observing details, repetition and patterns. I will notice cracks in the walls before I notice something blaringly obvious.
Joined: Aug 30, 2004 Posts: 189 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Sun Aug 28, 2005 1:53 pm Post subject:
I should probably mention that 'intrusive thoughts' as I described are a sign of OCD. It surprised me to learn, but I don't think they're uncommon. So if anyone wants to get a diagnosis, don't neglect to mention it if things like that happen to you.
Yes I did see your post black_mamba. I was surprised to see so many people mentioning symptoms to do with symmetry, order and balance. Whenever I've seen things on TV about OCD, they've tended to focus on people obsessive about necessary things like hygiene, rather than the stuff that seems completely random. Maybe it's because people with other anxiety disorders are said to be more prone to OCD, and I would think more prone to express it in ways to do with everything being predictable, sensible and well-ordered.
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I used to imagine a line running down the centre of the room, from the ceiling down to the floor. Next I would picture the line forming into a crack and spliting the room into two.
I was trying to balance out the entire room and create symmetry, so if one side had more furniture than the other I would place the line accordingly to balance out the two sides.
Ja, ja, I'm glad I'm not the only one ..... (if that helps ).
I imagine lines coming from all corners of the room and joining at the center forming triangles. So I'm always trying to stand myself in the middle of one, this way lines can't touch me.
I focus on stopping it, but here we go again, I find myself doing it again and again.
When I'm watching TV I keep myself playing with the remote buttons, I push them trying to put them symmetrically, sometimes my fingers hurt .
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Joined: Jul 12, 2005 Posts: 1002 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 6:54 pm Post subject:
Like Remus mentioned, i have a thing about even numbers too, i wouldnt call it obsessive, as i have controlled it, but i HATE the numbers 7 and 13, and like numbers in multiples of 6, so 6,12,18 etc. God knows why
Joined: May 24, 2005 Posts: 78 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 9:10 pm Post subject:
Yeah i also have OCD as well as SP.....its a bit more ok now, well at least it feels it....i can actually ignore some of my thoughts that lead to repetitive actions.
I have always had it....as long as i can remember....the first thing i remember was at primary school......i used to count weirdly....i would count to say 3, then to 3 three times...then to 3 three times three times....etc etc...aint that weird
I don't have things like washing hands or stuff like that.....although i am very tidy
Now i sometimes quite literally get stuck.....putting things away, and i also have a thing with wires...i hate black lines....hard to explain....i always think my actions are going to have an effect on someone or something else....so i have to repeat and try not to have the same thought....hmm
I think its got a little better since i have been taking flax seed oil (the vegetarian version of omega 3) on account i am a veggie...
But yes SP and OCD seem to go hand in hand for a lot of people...
Adrian
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Joined: Aug 30, 2004 Posts: 189 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 10:06 pm Post subject:
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I think its got a little better since i have been taking flax seed oil (the vegetarian version of omega 3) on account i am a veggie...
I tried this for a while too, but then I found out that the oil that some think is the most important of the omega 3s, DHA, (EDIT: I exaggerated. I haven't seen anyone call it the most important omega 3, but some think it's more vital than EPA, and the fact that it's the most abundant one in breast milk also suggests its importance) is found in such small amounts in it that your body won't put it to use because it has to compete with all the other oils.
A veggie alternative that is supposed to give you enough DHA is supplements derived from algae. These are hard to find but I did find one such product on the Internet. Other than that, there are no veggie sources of DHA that I know of
Joined: Aug 21, 2005 Posts: 418 Location: Australia
Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 1:20 am Post subject:
I have watched it once, the ep where he took some new meds and they made him 'normal' but unable to solve crimes. I really liked that episode but I keep forgetting to watch Monk, I would really like to see more episodes!
Joined: May 12, 2005 Posts: 373 Location: New York
Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 4:19 am Post subject:
I was diagnosed with OCD but not with SA. However, I am quite sure I have it due to I can relate exactly to 90% of the symptoms.
My OCD is more about keeping things very organized (handwriting, I actually spend time trying to make it look like computer type). Books need to be alphabetical by category as do computer games....and, well, everything else. I feel physically uncomfortable when things are messy. I also have a little compulsiveness about grades, I like ... need to get 100s on everything, otherwise it irritates me and disturbs everythinhg. It's kind of strange because I would usually yell at people for being disorganized but with SA that is extremely hard to do I just complain in my mind.
I also have OCD about some appearance things that I won't get into and washing hands -- sometimes I wash my hands 40-50 times a day I have this black scab on my hand, it's really scary looking
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I like numbers in multiples of 6, so 6,12,18 etc
Hey I have that exact same thing sixes are great. My buddy list has 120 people and all 6 groups have 36, 30, 24, 12, 12, and 6 people in them.
Joined: May 24, 2005 Posts: 78 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 9:47 am Post subject:
Cassie wrote:
Greenade wrote:
I think its got a little better since i have been taking flax seed oil (the vegetarian version of omega 3) on account i am a veggie...
You Rock Man!!!! Vegetarian's Rule!!
TOO RIGHT!!! Veggies are the new world order...
But i swear flax seed has worked a little for me, without getting into all the chemical workings of oils and stuff, i am pretty sure its helped me...
Ade = AKA Veggie Lord!!!
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Joined: May 24, 2005 Posts: 78 Location: United Kingdom
Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 12:32 pm Post subject:
Cassie wrote:
Greenade wrote:
Cassie wrote:
Greenade wrote:
I think its got a little better since i have been taking flax seed oil (the vegetarian version of omega 3) on account i am a veggie...
You Rock Man!!!! Vegetarian's Rule!!
TOO RIGHT!!! Veggies are the new world order...
But i swear flax seed has worked a little for me, without getting into all the chemical workings of oils and stuff, i am pretty sure its helped me...
Ade = AKA Veggie Lord!!!
Marry me now!! lol
YES..........now where is my ring
Ade
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