Yes, thanks..I'm going to get drunk, have a cry and go to bed.
See ya tomorrow! Maybe.
out!
It's times like these i wish i was Tony Robbins. I also forget to add empathetic to the list of your characteristics. Feel better soon my friend - don't stay away too long i'll miss you and then that thought will only make you feel worse - ohuhuh what a little manipulative witch, is nothing beyond this woman. So does getting drunk actually work to make you feel better? I've been drunk once and i spent the entire experience obssessing about keeping control over myself.
Gasp - she gets in her tardis and sends off her snot sample to McShy - pheeeeew.
Oh and by the way - Why were you so down yesterday - and feel free to take that mask off if needed - i'm sure i can take it my Scottish Canadian friend.
Hmm, I've been called a loser by like this one group. If you look at it in a different way, they are cowards also as if I was a coward not to stand up for myself. This one guy would kinda bully me everytime I would be BY MYSELF, and he would always be with some friends. This group would throw stuff at me, called me a loser, one of them tried to trip me (by putting his foot out), and one racial comment. When I would be hanging out with my very few friends (ever since elementary) and I would see this guy walk by (even if he was with his friends) he wouldn't dare say anything at me, actually I noticed an awkard impression on his face. Lol, I never told my friends what I was going through in high school.
However, I'm paranoid and anxious. It's like I know a lot of people I encountered in High School thought I was weird, and everybody knew I was a loser; the one who never made any friends. Oh well, last year, lots of people will be graduating, I have to stay an extra year. Being depressed got my grades, *shrugs*. I'm just trying to get myself to "Not care anymore and just mind my own business", even if I am sitting by myself in the cafeteria, all alone in one big table.
Yeah, I've been called freak and loser. Actually, I used to be called almost everything in the book from a walking encylopedia to a satanic devil worshiper (just cause I liked heavy metal). Now people tell me I'm the most normal rational person they know . It used to bother me a lot. I wanted to fit in so badly and never did. Now I accept myself for who I am and think of myself as unique. I couldn't care less what others think of me and no longer try to fit in anywhere. I'm myself and if people don't like it it's their loss.
I was called a devil worshipper too, for the same reason and because I wore spike jewelry, black clothes, & had pink hair. Actually I still wear the black clothes(and the spike jewelry occasionally).
Posted: Fri Sep 02, 2005 3:08 pm Post subject: Re: Ever been called a freak and/or a loser?
McShy wrote:
One the other hand apart from that one 'something' we're all supposed to dislike..what about the bags of other somethings we do like? Or don't you read the nice things we all say about you? Maybe we're not loud enough....HEY WE LIKE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So how are you different in person? is the way you act on here a lie? you seem like a nice person but you have to stop putting your self down,because its not true.People here like you and as much as you may dislike the fact you cant scare us all you have to cheer up and accept it
So how are you different in person? is the way you act on here a lie? you seem like a nice person but you have to stop putting your self down,because its not true.People here like you and as much as you may dislike the fact you cant scare us all you have to cheer up and accept it
Nope. I just mean when people meet me in person, after awhile, they no longer like me anymore.
Then there very strange people blame them not your self,unless you actually go out of your way to drive them away from you i dont understand why they all dislike you.Guess you just meet the wrong people
Then there very strange people blame them not your self,unless you actually go out of your way to drive them away from you i dont understand why they all dislike you.Guess you just meet the wrong people
No, I don't do anything to them. I don't understand it at all...I guess almost everyone on the planet are the wrong people then. I'm convinced I'm from another planet. And I wish I could go back to wherever it is I belong.
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So does getting drunk actually work to make you feel better? I've been drunk once and i spent the entire experience obssessing about keeping control over myself.
. It used to bother me a lot. I wanted to fit in so badly and never did. Now I accept myself for who I am and think of myself as unique. I couldn't care less what others think of me and no longer try to fit in anywhere. I'm myself and if people don't like it it's their loss. 
you haven't met me in person though.
you have to cheer up and accept it 
blame them not your self,unless you actually go out of your way to drive them away from you i dont understand why they all dislike you.Guess you just meet the wrong people 