I can't stand it much longer

Ihateit · Newbie User Joined: Aug 08, 2006 Posts: 17

emerald_eyes ... thank you very much for your comment.

I was referred to see about ETS but for some reason the doctor referred me to the wrong department/hospital so now it is all up in the air about who I need to see and where.

I thought it was getting better but after this mix up with the hospital I feel as bad as ever.

I am currently on a fixed term contract at work and had the opportunity to go a full time opportunity but because of my blushing I decided against it so I am going to be jobless once my contract finishes.

My dream would be to get this blushing sorted out, work until I get enough money to go travelling (I would just love to go to Australia) and once the travelling has been done start looking into joining the Police Force (something I have wanted to do since I was young)

But at this point in time it seems my dream is never going to happen and I just wish my GP would help as much as I want her to because it seems like she doesn't understand and neither does anyone else that hasn't been through this problem.