19. not diagnosed but im pretty sure the frequent anxiety isnt normal unfortunatly im stubborn... doctors arent my thing but im about ready to go see one.
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im 19 and i had social anxiety all my life but kinda got thru it but i think it all came from my speech impediment which isnt even bad anymore but it all built up inside and now its at its worst peak im attending college but its very hard for me communicate with others and i hardly make any new friends.
I imagion it would be hard.
I've been homeschooled the past few years and am getting absolutly nowhere. Some kids I used to go to school with want me to go back to school but I'm terrified lol. Decisions Decisions.
I'm homeschooled as well. I want to go to school but I can't because I'm behind in math and I'm absolutely terrified of crowed halls I get light headed and can hardly concentrate on where I'm going. I went to school for the first time in 3 years I think it was last year. I was only there for 4 days and couldn't bear it - people stared too much I felt uncomfortable and when I was called on in classes my heart would jump and I would start turning red. I regret it so badly... when I dropped out of school in 5th grade I lost all my friends. So, basically, I am friendless. I'm not sure if that's what caused my depression I had since I was 12..
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unfortunatly im stubborn... doctors arent my thing but im about ready to go see one.
