Thanks for the reply’s. I am goanna go outside in about 1 hour and i can feel the anticipation.
"im crious what do you feel when you go outside?"
I feel like I have a 6th sense sort of ability when I go outside. For example, everyone I see makes me feel very awkward because I think I can feel what all these people are thinking of me. It’s a strange type of thinking but it overloads me with tons of unwanted info on what people think of me. I literally think in my head that people are talking about me, and I do it in there accent as well. "omg look at his hair" "why is he so skinny" "he looks like he doesn’t belong here" "haha loser he almost tripped" "why is his eyes twitching" "why doesn’t he make eye contact with me" Those were just a few out of the billions of comments I think people are saying in their heads about me. I can’t get them out of my head. And the slightest body movement can trigger something negative or something positive. But even positive comments make me nervous. Glad im not the only one.
"Most of the time other people look at you (when you have a type of camera) because they think something special is being done, and want to get into shot!
That’s the most annoying thing about it. Just think to yourself (with this camera i have the power to take pics of what I want and none of those ****s on the streets are getting into my images)."
Exactly! I hate that, its like the camera is a magnet of some sort that attracts unwanted bugs to it lol. That’s one of the problems I have, I live in the area where most would think is sort of high class? In other words bev erly hi lls (by the way Im not rich). First off there are people everywhere, and Im not interested in taking pictures of humans, I just want to take pics of buildings and trees, but there’s so many damn people everywhere. But these people are one of the rudest types of people I have ever seen! They would look at you in a way as if you were nothing to them. It really scares me, and people have told me I sort of look down at people?? But I never mean to act rude. My intentions are good but Im always being misunderstood cause I have trouble controlling my facial expressions, I look sad when im happy and happy when im sad.
I will try your suggestion today. Today’s assignment is taking panning shots of cars or anything that moves. Here goes lol.