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I'm sorry if this post is a bit winding and directionless... this is the only way I can write without making my posts short and emotionless. Hopefully, this will be not *quite* as bland as usual. :) It's a little ironic that I'm posting here at all given the topic I'm writing about...

So I started going to uni a just over a week ago. It's freshers' week at the moment (don't ask why it's week 2), which is all kinds of fun for an SAer :). For tonight, they were organising a pub crawl around town. That sounded too stressful for me (something to do with not having a way out - you...

Not sure if anyone knows me. I joined up a while back and have been too indecure to say anything much. I just went a little nuts today and I need to write it down. I started the day fairly confidantly, relatively speaking. The start of the day is always the worst for me. I have to catch the...

Gah... this is all going to be a junble of crap, I know... anyway... Recently, I've been feeling really burned out and depressed. It's as if I don't even have the energy to be anxious anymore. I'm starting to flat out avoid people now, just to minimise stress and stop myself from having these...

I know this might not make sense from the off, it's late and I'm tired and so... but anyway. I've decided that the thing that really kills me is having to be friendly all the time... it feels so awful to be raging inside, and yet having to put on a happy face to stand a hope of escaping it. I...