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  1. MariahCarey

    Did any UKers see the LIVE eastenders episode on Friday?? (Jack fluffed up his lines)

    That must've been NERVE wracking, doing a live show on the spot, i know they are professional actors and have been doing this job for years, but i found this video....what stood out the most for me is probably the scene where Jack messes up on his lines....i know it has nothing to do with...
  2. MariahCarey

    It will never "get better", will it?

    Theres always this thing at the back of my mind that my SA will "get better". And i'll see a brighter day, all i have to do is be strong and patient. But the fact of the matter is....when i think about how long, i've been like this (8 years and counting) I'm losing hope. It's not going to...
  3. MariahCarey

    Cannot cope with being an adult and all the responsibility it entails :(

    I'm 19, just started university last year and ever since then my life has involved me having more responsibilty than ever in every sense. I'm used to my parents always picking up the pieces for me due to having such a sheltered upbringing. I'm their 1st born, so they'd worry about me and fret...
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    Herbal party pills....are these to be trusted????

    I found these links with a list of party pills that can apparently give a "buzz" and a "high"....they're completely natural/herbal http://www.partypillz.net/ Xplode Party Pills - Legal Substitute to Amphetamine...
  5. MariahCarey

    how many people do u have in your phone book on your mobile?

    i have 20 and that's including my parents lol 20 contacts and not one has text me to see how i'm doing over the past week :(
  6. MariahCarey

    strangers who randomly talk to you, doncha just hate it?

    i was in a shop and i had to wait in the que, then all of a sudden this guy from behind started makin conversation with me: guy: lovely weather isn't it? me: yeah guy: this is a great country me: i know, it is isn't it *fake laugh* i was just thinkin to myself "earth swallow me now", i just...
  7. MariahCarey

    I JUST DONT GET IT??

    how can quiet and reserved people still have friends? it confuses me. i'm not talking about ppl with SA but i'm talking about the ppl who dont have sa but they're just really chilled out and laid back kinda ppl, they're not loudmouths infact they hardly say a word, yet they can still socialise...
  8. MariahCarey

    do you go out often?

    i kno sum ppl who go out to for a walk or to just chill wit sum friends. but i dont have any friends to chill with and i'm scared to go out incase of bumpin into sum1 familiar. i only go out if i really HAVE TO like school for instance, but now i've finished school forever and i've got 3 months...
  9. MariahCarey

    lying about yourself and ur life

    last week i had half term from my school and basically did sweet FA in my holiday, so when i came back to school n ppl asked me wot i did in my holz i said i "went to japan". lol and they were all like "omg seriously? i wish i could go there" and all that.... does any1 here lie about...
  10. MariahCarey

    i cant handle relationships

    its so hard to maintain a relationship with someone especially wiv sp. and i'd feel like if i ever had a bf and told him about my sp i'd be a burden 2 him and i'd bore him eventually n he'd probally leave me for sum1 more fun without a problem in the world. and then its the whole visitin them...
  11. MariahCarey

    in a position where i can't change

    does anyone feel like their in a position where they cant change/ be themseleves? its like ppl @ school know me as this shy, mute, boring person and i feel like i wouldnt be able to switch from that to my actual self, who is bubbly, happy and up for a laugh (this is what i'm like at home) cos...
  12. MariahCarey

    ppl laughin @ ur embarrasment

    has any1 here eva bin in a situation where you've felt really uncomfortable around the ppl you're chillin/hangin out with, then they start to notice ur actin weird when the anxiety sets in (blushin, heavy breathin, sweatin, no eye contact, lookin at ground etc) so they start laughin?
  13. MariahCarey

    fake smile/laugh

    does any1 find themselves forcing themselves to smile or laugh @ things even wen dey dont find it funny jus so ppl dont pick on them or ask them why they're so miserable?
  14. MariahCarey

    addicted to alcohol

    does anyone here drink alcohol to calm down the nerves and anxiety b4 going to work/school or anywhere else? i do and i love the buzz i get out of it when i'm drunk, i feel on top of the world, like i can do anything, talk to anyone and its almost like the anxiety is completely stripped away and...
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