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I haven't been this nondepressed in almost a year, but I've actually managed for a good few weeks to be relatively content. I don't know how or why but I lost a lot of my sexual attraction to girls. I guess there's just a limit to how upset or suicidal you can be over this and how long it can...

I am sick of reading the same stories over and over again. What I mean is, I think about the things that happened to me regarding girls, and then I read the posts of men all the way from age 18 to 42, from the US to Australia, all shy, all suffering from the same desparation and loneliness as I...

walking streets at night filled with people, doing bizarre things like putting on sunglasses at night, hats all the way down to cover the eyes, lying on public benches, talking to yourself, etc, just to see how people will react, or if they will react? Or do you find me completely crazy?

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What I mean is, I have no trouble leaving my apartment and walking around, but if say, I'm back at my house on LI and my mom leaves to the supermarket, I start worrying if something will happen to her, irrationally. I keep wanting her back home. Is this some kind of agorophobia for someone else...

I really don't know where else to go but here. This isn't something I want to talk with my parents about, my brothers about, the only option is a therapist and I don't feel ready for that yet. I'm 18, I live in New York City. I just moved here (but I'm from Long Island, so the city is not new...