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  1. ioanna

    Believe i can do it because of my friends here

    Yes i think i can do it because i found people to trust and talk..i m glad because even i found it difficult to make a start those people stay near me..(special thanxs)
  2. ioanna

    NEED ANSWERS..

    I feel i need people to make me feel strong,to see that world can make me feel safe..Two days ago in greece(a country next to mine) a policeman killed a 16 year old boy..without a reason..people there start putting fire,throw rocks etc..its like a war..How can someone feel safe?I decided to...
  3. ioanna

    A song that made me cry

    I was listening again and again to a song ''Just hold me'' of Maria mena and i started crying and i couldnt stop.Then i got angry with myself!!!WHY I DO THIS TO MYSELF?WHY MUST I BE UNHAPPY ALL THE TIME?..after few days i stopped ,sat on my bed ..taking desicions..I said i ll try to think...
  4. ioanna

    Talking or not?

    I started saying some things i was thinking about..some people do understand,some others no..even if i want to talk i can never say what i really want or feel..i try to hide it..its confusing..only some people i trust can really know what i feel.. so should i talk or not?
  5. ioanna

    Feel worst..

    I got many answers here but still i know nothing changes..i have so many thoughts i cant stop it.i was in bed last night,from 11 i slept at 1..i thought i was gonna die..still someone said it would be better.here they say its not a solution..i feel crying all the time..i dont tell this for...
  6. ioanna

    A start or an end?

    Sitting on my bed i saw black world i saw black all around and didnt know if i could find te light should i make a start should we put an end could loneliness find a friend? find happiness?fight all the past?
  7. ioanna

    No eating,just running

    I cant eat anymore..i didnt go out and didnt have friends,have family problems..i study something i dont like..many things and now i cant eat and dont feel like doing anything.at night i get out of my house and go running..i dont see at people,i run and run so guick..someone told me online why...
  8. ioanna

    Run and go where?

    Few days ago,there were a group of people near my house.I had to get out and buy something but when i saw them i got panic.I start walking faster.I just wished to start running but go where?my whole life to run away but still the same
  9. ioanna

    Another one..

    Just thought writting another one.. Whats the meaning walking when it seems you walk through fire Whats the meaning saying i feel hot when your freezing and saying i m ok but nobody knows.. Why saying i m afraid when others wont understand why?If others accept us will we had problem again? or...
  10. ioanna

    my mood changes all the time

    Really,its been a long time..now i barely eat,dont want to dance,dont draw,just write..i used to do a lot.some days i am ok but some i dont feel like doing anything..just sit or sleep so time pass..i know life is great but sometimes i just dont feel it.when i advise others its easy but for...
  11. ioanna

    just wrote this

    Trying to get away doesnt help trying to hide it its worst i am who i am but nobody understands the world seems upside-down but i still walk..
  12. ioanna

    anxious or scared for nothing

    I start college.when i get to class i start biting my nails,shake a bit and want time to pass.is anxiety connected to agoraphobia?
  13. ioanna

    [b]is it agoraphobia?[/b]

    When i m with lots of people i cant be around them for more than 10 minutes..or seconds but when i m with few i m ok..with lots of people i feel like i m gonna die or something like that,i want to leave..also when i have to cross a road with many cars,in college with lots of students..i dont...
  14. ioanna

    [u][b]in a big world[/b][/u]

    Words like crystal actions like glass sky and earth together fire and water like wine! The world is big and i am small so many facts dont affect the body but the heart. Sometimes i say to go away but i stay here. You see i have feelings and unfortunately i m more sensitive. Its better to smile...
  15. ioanna

    friends and relationships

    Its been so difficult for me to make friends and if i had some i almost avoid them,not because i dont want them or because i dont feel ok with them-i feel great with them-but i dont know i feel that it doesnt matter anymore.This happens also with boys.I like someone but if he likes me i push him...
  16. ioanna

    love

    love is beautiful,love is great but it can also be painful if nobodys there. who are you gonna talk whos gonna understand if silence its your best friend... love is magic love is the meaning of life but what if is fake?
  17. ioanna

    loosing the world from anxiety?

    Whats wrong?i dont know whats happening each time i feel anxious i get headches,feel like i have a fever like collapse..i think i m dying or already dead i posted somewhere else-in depression.yesterday i thought i had a heart attack,my stomack hurt and many other symptoms.how i ll get over...
  18. ioanna

    thinking of death

    :cry: Did you ever wished to die?i dont wish that.i feel that i died,i cant stand this.i cant be like i used to be and nowone seems to understand that.I always makes mistakes,my friends turned their back to me and i loved a person who is my relative.how many mistakes and pain?if tears were...
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