Seriously not want to be seen rant

grapevine

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I seriously don't want to go to work or be seen or anywhere there are people -
 
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grapevine

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Yes-

- so in the moment I had to express myself.

Sometimes it feels like the limit and everything escalated to extreme melt down. Happy to report not that bad today.

Bought some L-Tyrosone - lets see if that might help even out these moods.
 

grapevine

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Well things are even more worse than they were.

I am so unhappy with myself and so embarrassed to be seen again that I feel like I have to wrap myself in cotton wool again but at the same time try to change the what I hate about myself so I can at least try to be on some level okay.
Really struggling.😰
 
How will you make any progress, though, if you continue like this indefinitely?
In short, i won't, not in the true sense. I've given up all desires for progress in certain areas of my life (& i don't even have any specific long-term goals for life now). But i suppose i pay for that by having a resulting reduced level of progress in the areas that i am (usually) concerned with.
Totally screwed up, but when you're screwed-up the only way to progress is in your own screwed-up little way.
 
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