Sing! Sing! Sing!

singing-love

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So I had my final performances today, I was the first and last performance how awful. But I got through it and I remembered my lines so hopefully I've done okay. No more performing anymore, how odd. However, it's a good thing in a way it made me extremely nervous after all.
 

singing-love

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I'm still sore and unwell. It seems to have heightened again this evening, not a fun time for me. Hopefully I'll heal soon. In better news I had a chance to stop and appreciate the small things in life when I took this photo.

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singing-love

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The world seems to be working against me at this stage... My father is ignoring me, the rest of my family is angry at me along with my friends. There's so much negativity and pressure at times it becomes difficult to deal with, leaves me a little lost at times even if what they are saying is true it's still not easy.
 

singing-love

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It's never going to change, I can see that now. My hopes have been shattered and broken like me. I can't keep doing this, no one deserves to live like this, surely. I just can't anymore, I don't want to live like this. I don't want to be here anymore. I can't. I'm done.
 

Feathers

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Congratulations to you and DeadmanWalking! :)

Sorry to hear about difficult times, hope you manage to work through this and change things for the better (move elsewhere soon?) and have a good life!
 

singing-love

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I had a dream tonight, and normally I'd have called it a nightmare. In the dream I died. But when I woke up instead of the fear I usually feel I felt sad and disappointed that it wasn't real. That I have to keep going in my life, part of me believes I don't deserve to live, which probably isn't good. It's not like I don't have good things, my life is just well a mess and I'm so tired. I don't understand what's happening to me...I like life...I thought I did.
 
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singing-love

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Had a good night at the party after graduation yesterday. Was more fun then I thought it was going to be. Still hard to believe it's over, what to do next. Big things ahead hopefully, one day at a time.
 

MikeyC

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Had a good night at the party after graduation yesterday. Was more fun then I thought it was going to be. Still hard to believe it's over, what to do next. Big things ahead hopefully, one day at a time.
Congratulations on your graduation! Must be a fulfilling feeling to be over with that, right?

America still happening?
 

singing-love

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It's odd when you start listing the marks you realise how much has happened in the last few weeks. It's saddening actually.
 
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