greggy
Well-known member
So over the past few days ive been in a state of panic and sadness because i cant be myself when im around people, im not funny im not witty of intellectual, im just a iratant and people dont get anything grom speaking with me. Its because in a social situation i have too much going on in my head, what does this person think of me? Why have'nt i said anything funny in the last few seconds? Who in this place is looking at me and disliking me? Why was i born? What is my perpose? I am so sad to realise that my worst fear have become reality, that people dont get me! This for me is worse then death, am i dead inside? Then im just breathing, will i ever actually start living?