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Old 08-15-2005  
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Default so tired of being alone,i want to die.

Im sure you all have seen these death posts alot from other people.
But im 100% trusthfully willing to now,unlike before.
I cant handle life anymore,of no one giving a **** about me.i have no one and it hurts so much.

ive been depressed for years,had afew abuseive relationships and got into drugs because of it....ive kicked the drugs,apart from drinking.
i know i have a drinking problem but i cant stop....its impossible.

i see my life going no one,no matter what i try or do.

i guess the reason im posting this is because i need other peoples advice on this,i dont beleive people who post these "suicide posts" have any doubts about this,or they would just do it.

i have doubts,i guess i just want things better, but fail to see any hope..... and hope is a horrible thing to lose.

i really am willing to do this tonight, im so tired of being me,i know things wont change or i will magically get someone to understand me.

sorry if its hard to understand i word things badly.

katyx

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Old 08-15-2005  
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I was in the same position as you, i just wanted to die because of not being able to get into a relationship and having the security and affection that most people take for granted

I found alcohol exagerated my feelings to the extreme of suicide, i couldn't handle all the feelings and in reality it was the alcohol causing a lot of it
I think if you kick the alcohol in the teeth, then prepare yourself to do some kind of activity to take your mind off being so alone, even just having my mum around me solved this even though i still want a relationship i just don't make that extremly important

When your wanting a relationship so bad and you fail it will more than likely keep happening, most times they come unexpectedly
Try and work on liking yourself and self worth before you actually go into a relationship, i know its so hard being in the position your in i know what its like its ''CRAZY!!!''

I do hope you feel better soon, and you have our support
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Old 08-15-2005  
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i guess the reason im posting this is because i need other peoples advice on this,i dont beleive people who post these "suicide posts" have any doubts about this,or they would just do it.
You have doubts because you posted this, you need advice and that prooves that you've at least overcome the first hurdle - realising you need help.

You feel like shit, everything is pointless. I understand, I think we all do (unfortunately).

I don't know what the official advice would be - helpline, doctors, godknowswhat. I know that if I were feeling that low, nothing but riding out the bad emotions would help.

I wish you all the best and hope this passes (it will!)...

Now, when are we gonna form that grunge band and take over the world??? :wink:
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I cant really add much more that hasnt already been said in the previous posts.Just that i hope you manage to struggle on,i know things might seem shitty now, but if you give up then you have no chance of the better days ahead that you deserve.

Best wishes mate, hope the situation improves for you.

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I know exactly how you feel...suicide goes through my mind every day, multiple times. I've never tried but I might possibly if things get much worse than they already are. They've already gotten worse these past few months. I don't really know what else to say, but I hope you feel better
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Old 08-15-2005  
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there is always an option other then suicide.

every single decision you make is yours

the answer is hard to find but its not hidden forever

im sorry you feel this way i wish there was more i could do

but no one on this planet can control your thoughts

they are yours and no one else has them

you have the power to change them....

sorry if i sound like an idiot
i hope you find the way through
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Old 08-15-2005  
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Honey if you did ever commit suicide things never could get better, the only way you remove every opportunity for happiness is if you kill yourself. Cos nothing can get better if you're dead.

I've been in bad relationships too, but if I had commited suicide when I wanted to, I would never have met the guy I'm with now, just thinking about never meeting him is enough to upset me.

Things can only get better while you're still alive, what makes you happy? There must be something, snuggling down on the sofa with a huge quilt and a chick flick. Having a big, hot bubble bath with candles.

Let us know how you're doing hun

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Things can only get better while you're still alive
No, they can get worse.
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Things can only get better while you're still alive
No, they can get worse.
na but theres a possibilty it CAN get better, cuz nuffin gon change if u dead. only get 1 life remember that. but life has highs n lows.

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Old 08-16-2005  
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I'm sorry to hear you are so low. However if it is being alone that is the problem it can be remedied.
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