Sometimes I feel like I can't live anymore

I don't know what happened to me. In college I was so confident and had faith in my intelligence and knew I could do anything. Now at 35, I feel like a failure who can't do anything. My anxiety is taking over my life. I can't even function at work. Plus I have hyperhidrosis, so I could start having a good day and that will kick in and forget it. I am a hairdresser. I am good at it but at the same time I have no confidence. And if I start sweating with a client in my chair, all I can think about is hurrying up and finsihing and hiding in the back room. Every morning is torture. I have a panic attack EVERY morning. I recently had to go to the ER bc it was so bad and my chest hurt so bad. The dr there said it was my mitral valve prolapse causing anxiety symptoms. Which may true to an extent. But even without the palps I still get seriously anxious which leads to depression which makes me want to give up on life.
 
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