There is nothing wrong with me

sonia

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I don't have friends . My husband thinks something is wrong with me ... I just don't know why I should have friends , its just so much pressure. Why is it that if you don't have friends something s wrong with you . Maybe somethings wrong with everyone else . There have been so many instances when the majority have been wrong for example half the world was against the Jews , there have always been atrocities against them, all committed by the majority. Now you cant tell me that was right ... the above is just one example , I can cite at ten examples . I'm fed up of this ... I am very uncomfortable of boastful people and people who take my freedom away and people who expect too much, is that wrong?????... This is just ****ing frustrating ... I just want to get away from here ... I don't belong here , I HATE THIS ****ING SHIT HOLE :kickingmyself:

I have been always blaming myself ... Maybe there is nothing wrong with me ... There is something wrong with everybody else ... I have been perfectly good to everybody... I have never spoken badly to anyone and never ill treated anybody. I have seen people treating the janitors and the other helping staff so badly ... I have only been respectful to all... When they treat me wrong , how come I end up blaming myself for this ... If there is something wrong with me its just that I am too nice or may be I blame myself too much... I'm going to stop that ... Its too much now
 
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