this thing called life

cowboyup

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1) had to move due to 'family matters'
2) moved in with sister in another state
3) her hubby plays video games, smokes weed and drinks all the time
4) they want me to get on food stamps to add to theirs
5) I cried filling the dog's water bowl thinking, "I hope the (ex)SIL is feeding the dog...and what about my nephew and niece - I am heartbroken. Haven't spoke with them since leaving. Through the heartbreak comes healing...

Now I am in situation where there's an alcoholic - my father was an alcoholic-I won't start on the father.

I am actively looking for work so I can get a place of my own. Then that SA kicks in and I overthink every single thing....oh no, gotta get my license changed, oh no, gotta get a job and QUICK, oh no, gotta get my rx's transferred, oh no, I have to get my car registered....I can think of 20 more things it seems.

Then I write it all down, and step back and take a look....OK, it looks like a lot but I just have to take ONE thing at a time and it will fall into place. After all, this situation happened for a reason, right?

It's difficult to keep a positive frame of mind amidst things, and the holidays are coming up, but I guess the only way a person can get through this thing called life is TO DO.

I also must remember there are millions of people in this world who are FAR WORSE OFF and this would be a cake walk to some - to many, even.

The little engine that could....right?
 
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