DONT DO IT!!! it messes your life up. i drink way too much and have learnt many a hard lesson over the course of my life. some of my drinking experiances have been the worst moments in my life. for starters comming down from heavy drinking can be be the worst feeling you can experiance sometimes, and i'm not talking about hangovers i'm talking about the deep feelings of depression it leaves you with while sobering up, a living hell, Alcohol is a depressant! which is not good for some1 with sp. it has left me feeling very suicidal before. Point 2, if you are intoxicated while socialising you might end up saying something very regretful, something that you would normally not even dream of mentioning to anyone, something that you would normally be so embarrased to say in public which leaves you feeling much worse when you finally sober up and realise what you just said (has happened to me and is not something a sp sufferer takes very well). point 3 the false sence of social confidence you feel while drinking MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING, all it really means is that you are missing that oportunity to improve your social skills because you will learn nothing about improving your social skills while being intoxicated, it just doesn't work like that. on the positive side however alcohol can help you overcome your shyness or social arkwardness in situations like pubs, clubs and parties etc which would normally prevent you from meeting ppl.....and in those situation, when others are normally drinking aswell it is ok...but just don't start relying on it on other situations like simply meeting someone or whatever as you will start to need it for everything and before you know it your going backward not forward with your sp....... now if only i can live by my own advice :roll: good day