noonecares86
Well-known member
I didn't really want to make a post about this but i wanted to see what your advice would be. I saw a guy 13 years ago at an amusement park when i was 16, i never before seen a guy like him before. I was attracted right away and i feel like we connected,we saw each other at the same and kept staring at each other on the line which we were on for a long time. I remember looking into his eyes and it was an amazing thing i never felt before. He came up for near me at one point and he looked right at me,my mom told me to talk to him but i couldn't do it i don't know what i was thinking. I think i believed back then i would run into him again and we would talk and that he was my soulmate. I never saw him again that day still i believed i would run into him again. I was so infatuated with him i actually sent a email to the park asking if i could have info on the guests, they must of thought i was nuts and never answered me. I then started searching through online yearbooks to try to find him i know i'm crazy. I did know he was british and so i wrote to a UK newspaper to see if they could do a ad or something and the lady responded to me telling me i could find someone in america nearby i was sad. I still to this day think of him i don't know why i know now i'll never see him again and there are no such things as soulmates. I have see a lot of cute strangers all the years but none of them were the same as i him it seems we had a connection. I have never since then see anyone better. I think about the missed opportunity, and it hurts i tell myself it was a long time ago but still i cannot stop thinking of him. I think one of the reasons i think of him is because he reminds me of when i was happy and didn't have anxiety i was able to go out and enjoy myself, i felt like the world was not against me. I wonder if i'll ever forget him or find someone better. What should i do? Why do i still think of him?
