dannyboy65
Well-known member
before you read this let me warn you there is going to be lots of swearing because at the moment I am beyond mad and sorry if this is in the wrong thread I didn't know where to put angry threads. Well here it goes I am getting so ****ing sick of every little thing that goes on in my life. Last night I attempted suicide and it failed. Now I just heard the girl I fell in love with is yet again going for another *** hole. Why because he's a good friend the guy only knew her for a year I knew her for 3 years and have been by her ****ing side for every little ****ing problem she has had. I have been holding in all this ****ing anger for way to long, I'm sick of how all these *** holes at school can get there ****ing way. He come to my school makes fun of my best friend, puts him down, and calls everyone here pussies because he came from a bigger city. I am getting ****ing sick of his shit. The voices in my head are full of rage if I let them take over there will be hell to pay. I'm sick of him always saying how he's so tough, how he's so much better. I hate how everyone ****ing loves him, and when they look at me I'm the ****ing creep. I try to be ****ing nice to everyone even if I don't like them and if I don't like them I don't talk to them and you know what I'm ****ing sick of being the nice guy people push me around and hurt me my whole life because of it. I'm going to start defending myself if I have to because I have dealt with everyone's bullshit long enough now.