under repair
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i have a few friends. i try to hangout as much as i can. i throw myself into uncomfortable situations to try to learn how to deal with my sp. when i feel like I'm making progress there's always something to destroy my confidence. I'm not too bad. i used to be a hell of a lot worse but I'm still struggling. it's now effecting my relationship with my family and i cant have that. I'm afraid they see me as a loser, a freak...ect. i mean im 19 with no diploma and a job working for my a**hole uncle that the rest of my family doesn't see gong too far.( which is a whole other issue ) wondering if anyone is going through something similar and/or if you have any advice.
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