is this the end?

[durda_dan]

i had this feeling 2 times before, I feel like my OCD is stopping, i feel like the OCD worm hole is closing and i will be free of all this bullshit.
But last 2 times, i get into an arguement with my girlfriend or workmate, and i get angry or sad, and then it all comes back. this time i am reletively relaxed for the past 3 days, i Feel ok, i feel better than OK, i still get the occasional thought, But now i am able to cuddle with ym girlfriend without thoughts of neck breaking. I feel maybe i will be clear minded and able again.

Does anybody else feel like this?

 

[getbornagain]

No it is not the end unfortunately. The last week or so I have felt way better than I normally do. Apparently it's normal for OCD to go away and come back; the thing I am trying to learn through therapy is how to fight it when it does come back. I'll let you know what I find out.

 

[durda_dan]

But i feel so good lately, o basicly our minds are teasing us.
"hey you want the candy, com'n here you go"
**yoink**
"can't have the candy"

 

[getbornagain]

Low and behold I had a good solid 5 day span but a major depressive day hit today followed by a little spike.... This shit is unpredictable.