I do need to use them every day. I've been diagnosed with panic disorder, which leaves me having panic attacks if I'm ever around more than like four people. In America, benzos are only recommended for use up to six weeks, but in my case I need something to keep me relaxed constantly, because who knows when a bunch of people are going to show up at my house ya know? I've actually been getting out a lot more in the past month, doing things with old friends, and I'm feeling better than I have in years. I've even got plans for my future that I actually see myself going through with.
I don't know why, but it seems like two years of Klonopin 3x per day like wiped the slate clean for me, like I can finally move on from my past. I've done a lot of soul searching lately and I've looked back to what I used to enjoy and excel at. In my opinion, a job that I can envelop myself in and thoroughly enjoy is all I need. Since I'm only 20, I'm going to make that happen.
I still have panic attacks if I don't take my Klonopin or smoke some herb, but I feel like I'm finally starting to break through this wall that my psychiatrist calls panic disorder. It feels good.
Peace