Anonymous
Well-known member
Hi pepole, Well there is these horrible feelings i have, when im walking up the road on my own and there are cars on the road all in traffic where there stoped and im walking along and thinking there staring at me and im thinking am i waking funny or do i look weird or do they think im odd and stuff and i get really parionoid and my breathing gose all funny, i been like this since i was 15 as im 24 now. Also when i start new jobs as i have been in and out jobs, i think the same on like i said about pepole staring and stuff, i dread lunch times as i hate eating in front of pepole and i get where i think i dont talk right, so i go out side and have somthing to eat and after i had somthing to eat i would just smoke fags one after another just so pepole might think im just there having a smoke as i dont want to go and join the lunch crowd, it gets me down alot, i allways come home from work feeling rather stressed out. Im going to the doctors to go on the sick and im going to try and get help with how i feel.
Paul.
Paul.