Oz
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ok my SA is fucking wierd. When I am at school my SA is like horrible, I dont talk to people at all I get all retarded when I have to give speeches or talk in front of the class and stuff(I blush and all that good stuff). When people talk to me I get all wierd and stuff
Here is the messed up part though, at lunch at school and around my friends I am completely fine. no SA at all.
Also, I usually go to parties every other weekend or so. These parties have anywhere from 50-70 people. For whatever reason I have no SA at these parties and there is twice the amount of people there than I have in my classes. I can talk to just random people and be completely fine. This is while sober.
I just have no clue HOW this can be. I have bad SA at school in classes of 25-30 kids but i can be outgoing and "cool" at parties with double that. I mean wtf?!
Here is the messed up part though, at lunch at school and around my friends I am completely fine. no SA at all.
Also, I usually go to parties every other weekend or so. These parties have anywhere from 50-70 people. For whatever reason I have no SA at these parties and there is twice the amount of people there than I have in my classes. I can talk to just random people and be completely fine. This is while sober.
I just have no clue HOW this can be. I have bad SA at school in classes of 25-30 kids but i can be outgoing and "cool" at parties with double that. I mean wtf?!