Hey.
I have many obsessions.
About my looks, the way i dress, and maybe it sounds not that hard,
but it is.
My parents tell me, ohh sas it's just because ur a teenager, but it's not.
I'm so obsessed.
I look in the mirror, and all i see is a person which has to change..
When i'm in the swimming pool I always feel like, my hair is wet, it looks awfull. what would they think of it?
And when i wear ''normal'' clothes i lock my self up, coz i cant leave the house with just normal clothes.. or baggy clothes.. if u know what i mean.
I always have to look perfect, with make - up, beautiful clothes, just the way like a model dresses.
How can i get this out of my head?
And my parents dont take me serious.. They're always sayin saskia stop it, ur not ugly, ur a pretty girl so be happy, i dont want to hear that anymore.
And i feel so ugly, like my teeth are yellow, my hair is dirty, and i need to shower everyday,
i dont know what disorder this is.. what should it be?
xx Saskia
I have many obsessions.
About my looks, the way i dress, and maybe it sounds not that hard,
but it is.
My parents tell me, ohh sas it's just because ur a teenager, but it's not.
I'm so obsessed.
I look in the mirror, and all i see is a person which has to change..
When i'm in the swimming pool I always feel like, my hair is wet, it looks awfull. what would they think of it?
And when i wear ''normal'' clothes i lock my self up, coz i cant leave the house with just normal clothes.. or baggy clothes.. if u know what i mean.
I always have to look perfect, with make - up, beautiful clothes, just the way like a model dresses.
How can i get this out of my head?
And my parents dont take me serious.. They're always sayin saskia stop it, ur not ugly, ur a pretty girl so be happy, i dont want to hear that anymore.
And i feel so ugly, like my teeth are yellow, my hair is dirty, and i need to shower everyday,
i dont know what disorder this is.. what should it be?
xx Saskia
