Too many negative thots!

Arrrrg :evil: im reli getting so pissed off!!
i cant get these thots out of my head wen im in skool of everybody thinking im a retard, or thinkin ohh isnt she ugly! or else i unwillingly imagine me having no friends even tho i do n ppl just thinkin im a weirdo that they shud avoid. Also im always thinking of awkward situations were im the problem of it and wen i want to wear nice clothes wen i feel gd like a pair of boots im too scared, cus im afraid ppl will be thinkin oh shes acting too old she doesnt even suit them wat the hell is she thinking! ive tried to push them aside but its very diffiuclt they're constant and i reli need help, somebody please

Yeah.. I know what you mean about wearing nice clothes. Im too shy to wear trendy or sexy outfits because Im afraid I'll attract negative attention. I know its only natural for ppl to look at other ppl. But don't u just hate it when ppl look at u? If your in school it must be hard cause you wanna fit in with the crowd, so you try to dress in clothes that are 'In' . Advice I can give you is to wear whatevers you feel comfortable in, find your own style. If you think ppl are talking sh!3t about you, its prob in ur head. And Im sure ur not ugly plus you have friends.. I don't btw.. Do you wear make up? Makeup usually makes me feel more confident about myself. * I hate makeup! * :twisted: