jellzzz
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I didn't had such a nice day today. I had a migraine-attack this night/morning but that went better after some time, so I decided to go get some groceries. I was riding on my bike and the headache was not that intens, but I was a little dizzy and not really focused.
I was just wandering of in my head so I didn't see a car comming from the right. We nearly hit each other and we both could stop just in time, but I immediately got into a state of panic. I don't think it was like, really my fault, but I should have been more focused ofcourse.
In the car was an old lady, and I was so in panic that I couldn't move. I felt terrible. She came out of the car and looked very angry. 'How can you drive like that?' She yelled. 'what do you thing you are doing?' she kept talking and talking. I didn't know what to do and just said I was sorry over and over again.
'you could kill someone with that behavior,' she said, 'im 84, I could have got a heart attack. That whould be your fault then.'
I don't know why but I started crying at that moment. I just repeated how incredibly sorry I was. I felt so ashamed and horrible. She asked if there was any damage on the car and luckily there wasn't.
After this I cried for half an hour. I was so in panic. I felt so horrible and bad.
I keep thinking about he fact that she could have had an heart attack and how I whould have killed somebody. I feel like an horrible person. I know she has a right to be mad but I felt so scared.
I also feel verry embarrassed about this. I hate it to cry about stupid things in front of people I don't know. I just know she things bad about me and that is killing me. The idea that she might go to her husband and tell about this crying rude person who nearly gave her a heart attack is just killing me.
I just can't stop thinking about it. my emotions are literally al over the place. I know I probably make things bigger than they really are but I can't really help it.
Just needed to get this of my chest. Thank you for reading.
I was just wandering of in my head so I didn't see a car comming from the right. We nearly hit each other and we both could stop just in time, but I immediately got into a state of panic. I don't think it was like, really my fault, but I should have been more focused ofcourse.
In the car was an old lady, and I was so in panic that I couldn't move. I felt terrible. She came out of the car and looked very angry. 'How can you drive like that?' She yelled. 'what do you thing you are doing?' she kept talking and talking. I didn't know what to do and just said I was sorry over and over again.
'you could kill someone with that behavior,' she said, 'im 84, I could have got a heart attack. That whould be your fault then.'
I don't know why but I started crying at that moment. I just repeated how incredibly sorry I was. I felt so ashamed and horrible. She asked if there was any damage on the car and luckily there wasn't.
After this I cried for half an hour. I was so in panic. I felt so horrible and bad.
I keep thinking about he fact that she could have had an heart attack and how I whould have killed somebody. I feel like an horrible person. I know she has a right to be mad but I felt so scared.
I also feel verry embarrassed about this. I hate it to cry about stupid things in front of people I don't know. I just know she things bad about me and that is killing me. The idea that she might go to her husband and tell about this crying rude person who nearly gave her a heart attack is just killing me.
I just can't stop thinking about it. my emotions are literally al over the place. I know I probably make things bigger than they really are but I can't really help it.
Just needed to get this of my chest. Thank you for reading.