I think I am becoming a horrible person. Or, maybe I always was one and I'm just now noticing it. Self awareness, yay! I don't want to get into the story of what happened tonight. I think it only bothers me because it made me feel guilty, and that pisses me off.
I am full of anger and bitterness. I am getting older. I basically hide in the house. I have no friends. No significant other. I live with my family. At least I work, but that's not much consolation. I used to think I would do something spectacular with my life. I'm basically over that dreamer thinking.
I do and think not nice things about people, especially my family. I know it's partly a consequence of close proximity, but it's also because I just hate the useless idiots. I'm not very pleasant to others most of the time either. I'm just a crappy person.
I am full of anger and bitterness. I am getting older. I basically hide in the house. I have no friends. No significant other. I live with my family. At least I work, but that's not much consolation. I used to think I would do something spectacular with my life. I'm basically over that dreamer thinking.
I do and think not nice things about people, especially my family. I know it's partly a consequence of close proximity, but it's also because I just hate the useless idiots. I'm not very pleasant to others most of the time either. I'm just a crappy person.