Mike555
Active member
Urgent help, severe social anxiety and Love (Edit: Too late, I'm done)
I will tell shortly. need help fast.
She loves me, i love her a lot. didn't feel so much love my entire life. my entire body is warm and feels good but also bad.
She was frustrated why i didn't talk to her, then next day i explained her, i was shy person so i don't talk much, convo was like 4min and went to sleep.
the next day i wake up and filled with so much shame because of what i told her. she probably felt same. guess what, i log to facebook and she deactived her account, i've cried so hard, all day.
couples hours later she reactivates her account back.
she texts me, i answer coldly and with no interest and i logout.
why i answered coldly? because i've been through hell, how can i pretend like nothing happened and then talk to her normally.
next day she posts a song "You're killing me again" about me.
I wrote to her a long message explaining my self, that i need time to work on my self and etc.
She responded in hearts, she said she wants me and i'm pretty and more more she wrote. we had a convo of 20min and it went nice.
next day which is now i'm filled with so much shame again from yesterday and worried. it's so bad, i can't eat or sleep, i'm too nervous, really.
i think she'll feel the same, i think she's nervous too.
Please tell me what to do! do i remove her, i can not, i didn't feel so much love my entire life. or do i tell her in chat,
"how do you feel? i think it's better if we stop communicating with each other, as i said, i need time to change my self and it's hard for me, i wouldn't mind if you'll delete me later or be with someone else. i need a break"
what if she'll burst into tears or something.. please help! what do i do?
I'M JUST NERVOUS TO TEXT HER AGAIN! and i feel so bad! IDK WHAT TO SAY, I'M AWKWARD
I will tell shortly. need help fast.
She loves me, i love her a lot. didn't feel so much love my entire life. my entire body is warm and feels good but also bad.
She was frustrated why i didn't talk to her, then next day i explained her, i was shy person so i don't talk much, convo was like 4min and went to sleep.
the next day i wake up and filled with so much shame because of what i told her. she probably felt same. guess what, i log to facebook and she deactived her account, i've cried so hard, all day.
couples hours later she reactivates her account back.
she texts me, i answer coldly and with no interest and i logout.
why i answered coldly? because i've been through hell, how can i pretend like nothing happened and then talk to her normally.
next day she posts a song "You're killing me again" about me.
I wrote to her a long message explaining my self, that i need time to work on my self and etc.
She responded in hearts, she said she wants me and i'm pretty and more more she wrote. we had a convo of 20min and it went nice.
next day which is now i'm filled with so much shame again from yesterday and worried. it's so bad, i can't eat or sleep, i'm too nervous, really.
i think she'll feel the same, i think she's nervous too.
Please tell me what to do! do i remove her, i can not, i didn't feel so much love my entire life. or do i tell her in chat,
"how do you feel? i think it's better if we stop communicating with each other, as i said, i need time to change my self and it's hard for me, i wouldn't mind if you'll delete me later or be with someone else. i need a break"
what if she'll burst into tears or something.. please help! what do i do?
I'M JUST NERVOUS TO TEXT HER AGAIN! and i feel so bad! IDK WHAT TO SAY, I'M AWKWARD
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