Originally Posted by lonely_drummer
The first thing I notice is how repulsed they are by me
I'm just curious though about what you mean by repulsed. I don't want to tell you how to feel or anything, so I'm sure if you say you feel like they are repulsed, then that is a real feeling for you, and that is harsh.
But just breaking it down in to what you first notice, what does repulsed mean to you? I'm not asking for why they may be "repulsed" but just a kind of less emotional, more behavioral description.
I guess I feel like sometimes people don't like me, but it is interesting to break it down into a more behaviorally oriented look at what is going on.