I can talk with my mother about anything except my SA, but with my father i am like a 5 year old child, only answering yes or no, having this strange voice like a baby. I guess its because he got this personality i cant get along with and he always tries to make me feel bad and joke about me. I got a lot of anger in me because of that that. But I know he doesnt mean it like that and if he knew how much it hurts me he wouldnt do it I guess. But its strange he doesnt realize its hurting me my mother always tells him to stop when he goes to far. I guess he is like that because he got his own issues and just wants to feel good about himself and doesnt care about other peoples feelings.
My brother is another problem, he is a real bitch, when my SA wasnt so bad and i had friends he always made me feel like shit around my friends, everyone was makin fun of me because I couldnt do anything about it. I cant believe I got a brother like that.
I guess thats why i got SA now. Bad people around me