Why do i feel down and So unhappy?
Where do i start, i just feel so down and miserable most of the time, i feel down and unhappy for no apparent reason, i can be fine one day and so low the next. I wake up some days and just want to stay in bed, not because im lazy, but i find it soo hard some times to get through the day, its a struggle. Ii have a wonderful partner, but even he is getting sick of my moods and unhappiness, he has already said he is going to walk out if i dont change. Ii was on anti deppressants for a while, but i came off them as they made me have hot sweats. My partner says i am going off the rails, i said i would go to the doctors again, but he says i dont need to, which confuses me even more. My moods and unhappiness are affecting everyone around me, my kids avoid me if they can when they know im on a downer. I often go to m bedroom and just sleep, i could sleep all the time. I often get suicidel and wonder if things would be better if i wasnt here, bad i know, but i cant help how i feel, life just feels un bearable somedays, well most days. This weekend has been a nightmare and i have been crying most of it, locked myself away in my room, i feel it may be time to go and get some more help, i want to be happy and feel normal like everybody else, i want my family to be happy with me and give them a happy home, but i feel like im loosing the plot. Does anyone know where im coming from, advice would be really great...