Terribly, terribly bored.
Kinda pissed at the fact that I went out of my way to go to three different stores today to try and find clothes for school... and got absolutely nothing.
very tired and sore
I pulled some muscles training yesterday and now I can't walk properly. haha
Terribly, terribly bored.
I'm feeling a little depressed.
I'm beyond words angry.
My aunt cleaned my room. How dare she touch my things. Why doesn't she clean her own room (which is ten times worse than mine was, by the way).
I have to confront her. If I don't, it will be letting her walk over me in a massive way. I'll be nervous, but I have to.
How dare that bitch have the gall to walk into my room and touch MY THINGS.
very tired and sore
I pulled some muscles training yesterday and now I can't walk properly. haha
What Training is that if you don't mind my asking?
Distance running. I've never been a distance runner- always a sprinter, since I was a child.
I'd like to take part in at least one marathon before I die though... so I'm starting my training now since I've been pushing myself to get ready for Judo in the fall; I figured, physically I'm in the best shape of my life.
I've always been sick- in and out of hospitals; but I haven't had any serious illnesses in 3 years aside from one incident.
anyway... it's just distance running... added to the rest of my usual routine.
*hugs* sorry - it'll pass sooner than you know, I have faith!
Distance running. I've never been a distance runner- always a sprinter, since I was a child.
I'd like to take part in at least one marathon before I die though... so I'm starting my training now since I've been pushing myself to get ready for Judo in the fall; I figured, physically I'm in the best shape of my life.
I've always been sick- in and out of hospitals; but I haven't had any serious illnesses in 3 years aside from one incident.
anyway... it's just distance running... added to the rest of my usual routine.
^ Good to hearVery happy
I'm truly glad to hear you're feeling better. Many of us are depressed far too often. I hope that changes.
So sad. So drained. If I could take this life of mine and give it to someone who wants to live but can't........
Just mental ramblings. I feel empty and lost. I can't even put into words how I feel. I want to just slowly slip from the hourglass of time like a few escaped grains of sand through a crack. Just vanish. Then I wouldn't feel so goddamn guilty so much of the time. And frustrated all the time.
I don't know where to go from here.
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